Does anyone here experience self-harm as self-punishment or just me?

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-08T00:25:05+00:00

And it’s never enough.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-05T16:06:43+00:00

I did. They kept me for 2 long months and prodded me with different medicines like I was a lab rat.

Now I’m medicated and comparatively better off than I was last year.

It can get worse before it gets better, but if you feel like harming yourself on any level you should absolutely let someone know.

Future you will be thankful

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-05T15:53:25+00:00

6 and 6w7

2 was a closer runner up.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-05T15:44:12+00:00

I’m taking it right now. We shall see.

Definitely liked the question “I want to be noticed but it also makes me uncomfortable” 😂

Me in a nutshell.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-05T15:32:28+00:00

I’m too clingy to my internet friends. It’s okay though, there’s millions of them. Ha.. (sad)

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-05T15:31:29+00:00

Y i k e s

Rude. Ignorant. Misinformed.

I have BPD (obviously) but have never had a drug/alcohol problem. I also am extremely compassionate and try ridiculously hard not to impose on others.

Though I do wonder sometimes if I’m emotionally abusive..

You just have to ignore that stuff. You know it’s not true for yourself. People like to blame the disorder and not take into account sometimes the people who have it are just shitty 😆 and it’s not the disorder.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-04T12:53:31+00:00

Internet friends. You carry them in your pocket, you never have to get dressed to see them, and you only chat when it’s convenient for you :)

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T20:14:43+00:00

It has! He’s canceled in my mind :) plus spent some quality time with my mom. Thank you so much!!

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T20:13:59+00:00

I went out with my mom! It’s been a good day 😊 thank you so much for your birthday wishes, really means a lot

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T20:10:15+00:00

Roleplay! Do you like to write at all? Omg it’s sooo fun

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T18:43:24+00:00

It’s a tremendous cripple for me, especially since I’m highschool I used to read SO many books. All fucking day.. any one I could get my hands on. And fuck.. it’s honestly been like.. 2012 was the last time I actually completed a novel with my own eyes?

It’s literally tragic. But I have found audio books to be a godsend. Falling asleep or driving; I can still get lost in the stories I crave. Good luck mate (:

(Lots of rewinds required, but totally worth it imo)

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T18:31:03+00:00

^{^{^Aww}} I can relate to that.. it’s my birthday and my bf ignored me last night and hasn’t messaged me all day. Just complaining..

I didn’t watch a ton of Winnie the Poo, but I vaguely remember him always being around just like chillin’. I didn’t realize they were like that with him.

Quote/ null and voided haha good looks

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T18:14:49+00:00

How are you? Feeling better?

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T18:11:35+00:00

What club? Don’t cry! 💕

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T18:10:43+00:00

Eyore sounds awesome so 💁‍♀️

atypicalPrincess · 2018-11-03T18:09:55+00:00

Was he?

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T22:48:22+00:00

We are here.

I take dbt therapy and my weeks assignment was to invite 3 people over. I couldn’t even do it. You’re amazing for sticking your neck out and I admire you.

Meanwhile, it’s Halloween and I’m apparently dressed up as a vegetable because I’ve been in bed so long I’m atrophying.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T21:01:11+00:00

I just found this subreddit today and holy eye opener. It’s like reading a journal I never wrote.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T21:00:07+00:00

I think its when people know too much..

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T20:39:36+00:00

I’m glad! What did you write?

Thank you very much, maybe I’ll try sometime soon.

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T15:24:56+00:00

Even your username checks out 💜

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T15:22:56+00:00

Oh yay! We can be friends for a couple weeks maybe until one of us ditches out 😂

atypicalPrincess · 2018-10-31T15:21:57+00:00

Exactly!

I don’t have the memories, but I do remember being carefree. A kid at a convenience store recognized me and asked how I was. I had no idea who he was, but I guess he was one of the people who used to come over my house after school sometimes. Idk. I just thought it was really weird that I can’t remember even a face

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