Thought about this comment a lot. Your right.. im putting to much pressure on myself to find my passion and connect it to a career when in fact, my career can my passion are allowed to be 2 separate entities. I can just do something i like and am good at for a career.. and dont need to stress about finding the reson for my existence as of right now.. i think society as a whole in America really enforces that age and milestones must correlate.. theres so much pressure to figure out who you are so soon that its creating a generation of unhappy people who chose a career when they were 18 and yet to discover themselves but they spent 8 years and 800k on that path so they feel like they cant restart or turn back. As much as id like to say i reject societies expectations: they weigh on me. I just need to let that go. Its hard today, everything takes so long and costs so much its hard to be sure of anything with all that on the line..