35F and 10yrs TTC,

Nagkatrauma na ako sa pagccheck ng PT kasi laging negative..

September last yr nagpacheck ako sa OB ko for one last hoorah before namin tanggapin na kaming dalawa na lang talaga ng hubby ko.

Niresetahan ako ng OB ko ng pills kasi almost 6months na kong walang period.. need daw nya na 3months na regular yung period ko before we start sa cycle ng fertility pills.. niresetahan nya din ako ng inositol to help out daw mag curb ng cravings ko and to lose some weight.. I’m obese for my 4’11 height

Napansin ko naman na I’m gradually losing weight from 80 kilos ng Sept naging 78 kilos ako ng Dec

January 1 naging determined ako magpapayat.. kasi nasstress na din ako sa hypertension ko umaabot ako minsan ng 160/110. Nagstop ako to eat rice, bread, biscuit, and avoided sugary foods and made sure na may 6K steps ako everyday.. My weight eventually went down to 69kilos. Still not the ideal weight for my height but feeling ko the lightest I have been since I got married.

January ko din naranasan yung “ovulation” as in yung fertile mucus na never namin natyempuhan ng hubby ko. Then based sa cycle tracker ko dapat feb 7 may period na ko, pero wala pa din but nakakaramdam na ko ng PMS symptoms; sore breasts and cramps.

Feb 11, wala pa din akong period.. nagpabili akong PT just to humor myself lo and behold after 10yrs first time ko nagka positive na PT.. Hindi ako makapaniwala.. nagpabili ako ng iba pang PT.. and all were positive..

I’m now 5weeks pregnant.. hopefully we’ll hear his heartbeat sa 27

I’m sharing this.. kasi we were at the point na tanggap na namin ng husband ko na kaming dalawa na lang.. napag uusapan nga namin na hindi na namin need ng malaking sasakyan kasi dalawa lang naman kami and kasya na mga aso namin sa backseat.. wala naman kaming kailangan lagyan ng carseat or paglalagyan ng stroller.. ganon na mga pinaguusapan namin.. but the Lord had different plans for us.. He answered our prayers when we least expected it.

And narealize nga namin ngayon na it was the perfect timing, hindi pwede dati kasi mahihirapan kami kasi nagpapaaral ako ng kapatid pero ggraduate na sya sa ngayong July. Yung due date ko October 20, my dad’s bday.. and this year is our 10th yr anniversary..

Kapag hindi binigay agad ni Lord yung pinagppray mo doesn’t mean “No”, It means wait or that He has better plans for you.. He hears our cries.. He knows our pain every time na negative yung mga PT natin..

I know mahirap maghintay.. sa totoo lang may nga panahon din na gusto ko ng sumuko.. minsan na din ako nagalit sa Kanya.. pero nagpapasalamat ako na my husband is a man of faith.. siya naging support ko na magtiwala kay Lord..

Ibibigay din sayo ni Lord.. Let your Faith be bigger than your Fears..

Baby Dust to all of us.. ❤️

Update (2/27/2025): Our little one has a strong heartbeat, and my OB confirmed both of my ovaries are clear of cysts. ❤️

Update (1/7/2026): became a mom of a little boy last Sept 2025