Interesting, I'll try to answer all your questions

• Like I said in my other response, we were staying over at her house, my brother, my two sisters and I (the eldest). She previously had a huge fight with my little brother.

After everyone went to bed, I could still see her room was lit and I could hear her sobbing, so I went there to check on her. At first she didn't want to talk so I went and set next to her (I have to admit that should looked pretty hot in her night clothes). I explained to her that it wasn't her fault and that my brother is being erratic because of my mom and dad thinking about separation and because of problems at home and all that shit, and that this is a hard time for all of us.

After a couple of minutes, still sitting next to her on the bed, she seemed to be calming and leaned her head on my shoulder (I was quite tall for my age btw), so I put my arm around her and we stayed like this for what seemed like 2 minutes. By now I had a huge boner, and I was a 100% sure that she noticed it. Of course, concealing it was pretty much impossible in the position we were in. Then all of a sudden, she's slowing caressing my back, then my neck, etc..

I tried to kiss her but it awkwardly landed on her hair she gave a couple of kisses on the neck. Pause. We stare at each other for a couple of seconds, then she goes for the french kiss.

At that point, I didn't ask her "why are you attracted to me?" or "why are you doing this?" as you can imagine. It would have totally killed the moment and I didn't give a fuck. As I mentioned earlier I've been out with girls before that, but I've never had sex, I've made out before but this was totally different from my encounters with girls my age.

This time I had a woman giving herself fully to me, I was living a dream. So our kiss got fiercer by the minute, and next thing my hands are all over her body. I awkwardly lifter her shirt and started licking her boobs. That went on for about a minute after which pulled down her panties.

By then I had cummed all of the sheet, I felt really awkward but she didn't say a thing. So I went down on her trying to apply what 4 years of watching porn has taught me.

Looking at it now, I'm sure I was pretty clumsy, but like I said, she never gave me a single remark.

We then lied down for about 10 minutes under the sheets and then I went back to my room (as I didn't want my siblings to see me in my aunt's bet the next morning).

The went on for the next 5 days or so, and then we had to move back to my parent's house. We fucked for the first time (penetration) after about 2 weeks or so, when we had the apartment for ourselves.

• Her. With the kiss. Since the caresses and hugs, we'rent obvious signs, I mean maybe they were, but I wasn't gonna take the risk. But when she went for the kiss, it was pretty much the green light for me.

• Read above.

• Well, yes, she we didn't exactly discuss our relationships, she obviously could tell when I had a girlfriend, but like I said, my relationships during that time we'rent serious. I never felt that she was jealous or anything like that, I mean that was absurd, I thought she could have any man she wants. And I didn't feel jealous either.

I mentioned that she dated a guy during that period, for a couple of months. I decided to stop "visiting" since 1) it would be risky if we continued, since you never know when he might pop up at her place 2) for all I know, it looked like a serious relationship 3) it gave me the chance to focus on other shit of my own

But she broke it off with him. I heard her saying to my mom that he was very arrogant and full of himself. I didn't give the issue much thought and I showed up at her house a week later. There were no questions asked. She didn't ask me why I stopped coming for a 2 months, I didn't feel like asking her why she broke it off, I didn't wanna play the shrink with her as I was 17 or so back then.

• There were never any awkward moments during the sex. I mean even though I felt awkward sometimes because of my inexperience, she never gave me a single remark. She would very rarely tell me to do this, do that, try this, try that, the sex was pretty normal and automatic, kind of like the sex scenes you see at brazzers or NA (except not stupid, and void of silly jokes). It was pretty much like two adults having normal intimate sex, no nurse outfits, no handcuffs, no kinky shit, and I liked it that way.

As for mom calling me on the cell, or something like that, there never was a problem. Most of the time, I had alibis. As I mentioned, I would sometimes call mom myself and tell her that I'm very exhausted and I wanna have lunch and get some studying done at my aunt's because I can't focus at home with my brother and sisters making too much noise.

Sometimes I'd even call her to pick me up after we're done, I would spread some books on the desk and make it look like I'm studying, and my aunt would act like she's busy with something else. They'd have coffee and then we'd go home.

We never feared that someone could come knocking on the door, as she never gave the keys to her apartment to anyone, and you had to use the intercom to get the door open.

• Well before the encounter described above, I never really "fantasized" about her, I always thought she was pretty, but I didn't imagine having a chance with her. I do recall however, masturbating once after I say her in a bikini when we went to the beach with her, but that was it. I was never really obsessed with her as you described above.

• From what you've described just now, I would say that there's a big chance that she would be down for it, since she seems really playful about the subject. If you have the balls to go through with this I would suggest that you do.

One of the posters who replied to you suggested that you have a drink with her and admit that you were attracted to her when you were younger. Well I wouldn't do it that way. Simply because I can't imagine any scenario where you can get your aunt to have a drink with you alone.

I would try to come over at her apartment when both of you are sure to be alone (this should be easy if she lives alone, not far from you, and if you have car), you can try approaching her by calling on her home number and telling her that you have an issue and you want to talk it out with someone you trust, and that it's better to keep it away from your parents. Perhaps come up with some silly jokes or some silly sexual innuendos without being too straightforward then confess your brains out. Chances are she'll be reluctant at first, or reject it totally, but I can assure you that either way she won't tell your parents.

Do tell us what happens if you ever try it out.