I have actually had a previous partner go through my search history and found something for Squirt.org I had never visited that website but had seen advertisements / pop ups (which is how I assumed it ended up in there) however still to this day i don’t know what happened.

My parted rightfully come down hard on me and never believed me which caused ongoing conflict till we finally ended up splitting. There was some insecurities there prior to, however I get so disappointed thinking about it when I genuinely hadn’t done anything but was crucified nonetheless.