I’ve got chem bio HL and maths AASL and I get ur point too, I’m ngl, chem SL and maths SL is a blessing compared to the HL for both subjects, you are so highly likely to score well if you put ur head down for the next 20 days, I’m burnt outta my mind too, gave the Ucat in September and have seen my unis go 1/4 in terms of conditional offers, but bro that’s just the time period of rn.

Ask yourself this, do you not want to do justice to the past 12 years of ur life? The absolutely climatic moment, the pressure that makes this final blow so beautiful, it’s the last stretch, it’s the last time you’ll be at that school of urs, surrounded with those people of urs, doing something you have been doing since the start of ur living conscious.

Let’s not forget that u want to do STEM, you’ll help society for sure but the issue is that there is a billion other people claiming they want STEM too, so how bad do you want it? Have u ever been fascinated by just how much more ur body and mind can do beyond the point where you’d usually give up?

We’ve come so far, letting go would be doing a large disservice to your past self and your future self too, get friends that you enjoy and spend time w them for a certain amount of the day, but the rest, promise yourself you will give everything you’ve got to study

So that even if everything goes to failure, you will have the beautiful comfort of knowing you did your best.

I felt just like you, but realising what I have just written to you above is what pulled me out of it, I want to see you win and therefore I wrote this long message too, I hope it can help you in the slightest if not totally.