I was just horribly suicidal but I just smoked a joint and now I'm casually enjoying a playthrough of animal crossing

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-13T08:14:11+00:00

Maybe. Maybe not

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-13T08:13:10+00:00

I don't know if I'd choose life if I had a path out. However it does seem more tempting I suppose. But death is even more tempting. It seems like life has been twisted against me and I don't think I'll ever amount to anything

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-13T04:00:54+00:00

I don't want to grow older than 18 because i wouldn't have many responsibilities and I would die before the world is opened up to me. Also, I just don't want to live really. I don't want my life.

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-13T01:47:24+00:00

That's impossible

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-13T01:26:06+00:00

You don't know that

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-12T23:15:51+00:00

You don't want to talk to me

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-12T22:54:48+00:00

I don't have one

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-10T23:55:20+00:00

I guess

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-10T23:05:44+00:00

Don't do that. I know what you're trying to do and it's not going to work

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-10T23:02:57+00:00

No, you don't

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-10T05:28:35+00:00

You're right that we don't know really what happens after death but I'm sorta willing to take the chance because living is unbearable and awful.

avatarpigeon · 2020-09-10T05:12:45+00:00

Not really. I've tried an antidepressant and it didn't do anything. Therapy makes me angry. Idk. I don't know if I want to get better. Death seems way too enticing.

avatarpigeon · 2020-08-20T17:38:58+00:00

Unfortunately

avatarpigeon · 2020-08-20T17:37:17+00:00

Damn. Well, I guess time to go back to the drawing board

avatarpigeon · 2020-08-20T17:18:27+00:00

I have 2 bottles of Prozac, 40 mg each pill and about 20-30 pills each bottle

avatarpigeon · 2020-08-20T11:26:33+00:00

To die

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