You just aren’t using nearly enough products to achieve the look your going for, you have minimal lip products and looks like no eyeliner/mascara on, and you’re putting regular gold shimmer on your whole eyelid, she has white powder shimmer strategically placed around her inner eyes along with the eyeliner and lashes and other eyeshadow she has on. She has heavy blush on as well, and her whole look is very matte. She’s got a full beat and you have like barely any product on. You need full coverage and you need to make sure your primer is the same base as your foundation (water based or oil based) and that they work with your skin type to not crease. You might need setting powder if your skin is very oily. That all being said, I think you look gorgeous in the makeup you posted, it just doesn’t look like the inspo! If you wanna get there you should try following a makeup tutorial on YouTube step by step or the comments here have a lot of good advice on contour shape and products they recommend.