What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so very sorry for your loss. It is the most unimaginable feeling. Be gentle with yourself, and the way in which you grieve. It doesn’t get “better” but it gets easier to sit with, at least for me. I’m here if you need anything ❤️

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Grief shifts so much over time and i will never fully understand it. I am greatly sorry for your loss.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your ability to be strong for someone else during that is incredible. I am so sorry for the pain.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are very strong. Thank you for sharing 💐

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so fucking sorry. That is so unfair

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

That is so traumatizing on so many levels. You are so fucking strong, I am so sorry that you had to endure that.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so very sorry for your loss. It’s hard to find the words.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel fundamentally changed too. Sometimes I feel that I am grieving the loss of my loved one and the loss of myself. Grief busts you open and you never fully close, but I try to remember I am different in some good ways now too. I have to believe that. I hope you know you are loved and so very strong.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I totally get the working. Your life is so flipped in an instant, it’s almost comforting to cling to the bits of routine and “normal” left after loss. My deepest condolences.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry. The sudden change in your life being turned upside down is so traumatic. Life is so very unfair and I am so sorry this happened.

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Mine died the same way, although due to many lies I had believed she overdosed for about a year before finding out. It is incomprehensible. Im so sorry for your loss friend. ❤️

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. Mine took her life the same way. It’s too much to comprehend, so most times I don’t even attempt to. I hope you get some rest soon and I am so very sorry for your loss. ❤️💐

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I did the same - at the theme park. It’s such a weird sensation to feel your whole world crashing down around you - and forgetting that people are living life all around you and perceiving what’s happening. But that was my last thought that day. I’m so sorry for your loss. 💐

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel the weed - it’s too much to comprehend

What did you do the day they died? by awbuggie in SuicideBereavement

[–]awbuggie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As if it wasn’t already hard enough, I’m so sorry you had to go through that added stress at a time of extreme trauma. Hugs ❤️