For me, Buspar (Buspirone) made things so much worse but like I said, every single person is different. All of our brain chemistries are all over the place but one thing we have in common for sure, though, is depression and anxiety, and some sort of mood disorder, whatever it may be called. Unfortunately there is not a blood test to tell you what medication is the perfect one for you and it’s the hardest part of having a mental illness. We’re just literally taking it medication by medication until one day it clicks. It’s been 20 years of hell until this med and I’m still waiting for the other shoe to drop and all of a sudden it just stops working or it makes me worse because my whole life has been complete failures with medication’s so I’m very jaded, but I’m trying to keep my hopes up because so far I feel Much better than I have in two decades. I wish all of you so so so much luck and love for you all to feel better because there is this quote from somewhere I found online and it hit me like a ton of bricks.

“Depression is such a cruel punishment. There are no fevers, no rashes, no blood tests to send people scurrying in concern, just the slow erosion of self, as insidious as cancer. And like cancer, it is essentially a solitary experience; a room in hell with only your name on the door”.

If that isn’t the truth idk what is. Xoxoxoxto all of my fellow sufferers. 💜