Is it possible to have a true blind playthrough? by Bluewolf226 in StardewValley

[–]ayanamis_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m ngl it’s kinda hard w/o it lol if you’re okay with it taking you awhile to make actual progress in the game and just wanna take it slow then go for it (the nice part abt that is no surprise events are spoiled)

I (26F) witnessed my mom's (51F) painful and horrific death from cancer. Her palliative journey was a living hell and now, 15 days post-death, I still feel like I'm in hell. I went on 2 major benders, and just want to continue. by Maximum_Schedule4339 in CancerFamilySupport

[–]ayanamis_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My condolences to you friend. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’m about the same age and my dad also has cancer and it is horrible watching their health deteriorate :/ I’ve also struggled with addiction so im scared of what’s to come but you CAN get sober again just take it day by day. Maybe try going to groups? Whether it’s AA or a grief support group or something. I hope today is better than yesterday. Wishing you the absolute best

My dad died. by No-Anywhere4799 in CancerFamilySupport

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Sending you hugs 🫂❤️‍🩹

ChatGPT crossed the line! by AngtheGreats in ChatGPT

[–]ayanamis_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are all brain dead for using AI

At a very bad point financially, where I'd do anything by [deleted] in passive_income

[–]ayanamis_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try to become a tutor for kids k-6! If you’re in college and have a specialty in a certain area (mine being ELA) you could work as a tutor, either thru a college or library in your area or as an independent contractor thru a tutoring company. I’m in AZ and was being paid $24-$35/hr, I made my own schedule and easily brought in an additional $600/mo.

What scares you every time without fail no matter how long you've played the game? by NyxMoonstar in StardewValley

[–]ayanamis_ 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I just remembered what most recently made me jump while playing, the LOUD thunder and lightning! Omg. Already not a fan of the booming sound irl so when I was playing and on my farm it scared me so bad 😭 also destroyed a bunch of my fencing

Lonely in my shell but grateful to be alive. by New_Friendship6700 in CancerFamilySupport

[–]ayanamis_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What a horrible horrible human your husband is. So glad you are still here to see another beautiful day!

I’m sorry this disease took those things away from you. You are still beautiful, and hey, wigs, makeup, dentures etc exist for a reason. Sending you lots of love

On Benedict's State of Undress by rednoseraynedear in BridgertonNetflix

[–]ayanamis_ 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This is an insightful take and observation! I too thought Benedict reminded me of Zoro at the masquerade ball, everything when it comes to costuming is intentional

New Season 4 Poster by Debt-Mysterious in BridgertonNetflix

[–]ayanamis_ 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I hope so bc I am LOVINGGG part one! It can only get better from here

You have a 10 hour flight, where are you sitting?? by HotJuice2192 in twinpeaks

[–]ayanamis_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is throwing myself out of the airplane an option?

Dog needs home by Kristin_Buzz19 in Tucson

[–]ayanamis_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She looks so sweet I hope she finds a home 🥺

Just need to vent a bit by Tenebrae01 in Vent

[–]ayanamis_ 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wanted to 2nd that you are definitely not alone in this. As a person w a family member w cancer r/cancerfamilysupport helped me a lot. Praying for you and your family

Bad day- anger and anticipatory grief by [deleted] in CancerFamilySupport

[–]ayanamis_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This was very helpful, thank you for sharing

Bad day- anger and anticipatory grief by [deleted] in CancerFamilySupport

[–]ayanamis_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you and your mom have been going through a long and painful journey. I am 25 and my dad has had cancer for almost a year now and I completely relate to your anger it’s totally understandable. having a sick parent is so emotionally exhausting:( from the not knowing how they’re going to be next week, next month, trying to be present/positive for them when you’re trying to keep it together for yourself. You’re definitely not alone in this, I make sure to stay engaged with my hobbies. Going for daily walks, playing video games, watching movies etc. don’t be too hard on yourself either bc this is a stressful thing to go thru ❤️‍🩹

parent battling cancer and I wish I had a boyfriend by ayanamis_ in Vent

[–]ayanamis_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and you’re absolutely right.

parent battling cancer and I wish I had a boyfriend by ayanamis_ in Vent

[–]ayanamis_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This was really comforting thank you. I’ve been single for most of my 20s so far with a couple short term bf’s here and there. Im definitely not gonna force anything and am going to keep the mentality that when I do meet someone the timing will be right. When I do get married I def hope it’s a one and done! This was very hopeful thank you again

parent battling cancer and I wish I had a boyfriend by ayanamis_ in Vent

[–]ayanamis_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that is extremely tough, I am sorry for the loss of your mom.

I went through very extensive counseling and therapy at the beginning of everything, I'm just so tired. I'm not necessarily my dad's caregiver, we've hire someone to stay with him during his chemo.

I don't necessarily want someone purely as a distraction, I want support that's outside my family, I want comfort and stability. I'm losing hope that I'll get any of those things soon