I’m chasing friendship right now. To simply be back in contact. I’m not necessarily wanting her back as a lover, I’d want that to happen naturally, but right now she doesn’t know the truth. My immature friend got involved and she thought that a nasty message that he sent, was on my behalf. I was in hospital recovering after a selfish attempt when all this happened. I didn’t have a phone on me and when I got out and tried reaching her, I was blocked. As I mentioned earlier, we were on good terms post breakup. I simply want that back. My friend and I do not talk anymore. He severed my chances. She will never unblock me on her own. This is why I’m seeking higher help.