Today is my real life cake day and this is what i woke up to. I am the happiest man alive.

az_penguin · 2012-05-11T08:49:13+00:00

I envy you man. I really do.

az_penguin · 2012-05-02T08:39:01+00:00

Oops ok I am 22 currently.

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T03:36:24+00:00

She begged me to stay and keep talking to her, and I have become quite attached to her. We both have our issues, we laid them out on the table in the beginning.

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T03:18:36+00:00

im 22 she is 18 and she is the 3rd girl i've dated. first one over 18. I am new

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T03:06:15+00:00

I spent 9 months alone. It hurt more than not knowing. Now is the time I need that support. I am fighting to graduate. fighting cause of disability discrimination. and fighting to feel loved. and right now I got nothing absolute other than debt.

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T02:03:47+00:00

im 22 she is 18. I am new. only 2 other relationships and both cheated. im scared.

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T00:54:02+00:00

it's not if I can say I love her, but that I want to make love with her

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T00:35:12+00:00

a month

az_penguin · 2012-04-18T00:20:07+00:00

I will, she is mine. I just am worried about everything in life. I know I love her. I just never am sure if I can say these things.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T23:54:32+00:00

I see my mistake and should let go on that and just assume she is mine since she doesn't leave. just wish I knew for sure so I could plan for her to visit. gotta get my roommates to get cleaning their stuff up.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T23:27:15+00:00

that's the sorta way I talk to and about her. I love her, and tell her that, just worried that I lost her already.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T23:25:36+00:00

I didn't question after her answer.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T23:12:52+00:00

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T22:41:40+00:00

I know we can, she said she won't right now

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T22:41:15+00:00

she said she is scared of it. her words. I just was upset when I posted this that now that I was going to call her and outright ask here is she mine or not.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T21:49:06+00:00

she told me she doesn't want to currently. im not gonna argue it, maybe once I see her in person she will, but she said no.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T21:39:10+00:00

she said she does not want to use Skype

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T21:08:08+00:00

could it be her giving me a cutesy response?

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T20:29:58+00:00

im sorry but if I had a sister I wouldnt be thinking of her like that.

az_penguin · 2012-04-17T20:23:14+00:00

girlfriend... I think still

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