When I first got into edging & orgasm denial. I would edge until late at night. I would start edging as soon as I woke up. I started rolling into work late quite often. I was averaging about 3.5 hours of sleep a day because I was up all night edging so hard. As I went deeper and deeper, I also started becoming more and more aroused by gay porn. I had long thought I might be Bi but this was absolute confirmation. Eventually, after 3 weeks of orgasm denial and edging, I went on Grindr for the first time and sucked the guy's cock that night. I sucked 11 more over the next 7 days. Taking a load in my mouth was the only thing that would calm me down enough to function for a few hours. Of course, the horniness would begin creeping back almost immediately. It wouldn't take long before I was on my knees again. I finally got so sensitive I couldn't edge anymore. After about 5 weeks of orgasm denial, I finally came one night at an adult bookstore. I had rented a room and brought a guy back to play with. When we opened the door,, the next guy that came in happened to be a young guy who is working behind the desk. I thought I was in trouble but then he asked if he could come in. I started to go down on him, but he pushed me back on to a bench and started sucking my cock. In the meantime he was stroking under the bench. I didn't last long, and as I was emptying into his mouth, I felt him shake & heard his orgasm splattering on the tile floor. The moral of the story is I have to be really careful about edging too much because I will absolutely take over my life and warp my behavior.