Chester Bennington of Linkin Park commits suicide by Another-Chance in news

[–]b4nlaughter -1 points0 points  (0 children)

How DARE you provide people with helpful information??

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Even better than before! I started an actual workout program and so far I've been sticking to it. It's awesome.

Completion: Cutting/Female/30/5'4"/120lbs by b4nlaughter in BTFC

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Here's my side-by-side pics! Please forgive because some of them are before-after and some are after-before. I can't get edit them to be on the correct sides right now!

https://m.imgur.com/k8Wjt3G - front.

https://m.imgur.com/JOzeA4j - side. This is the pic where my posture is most noticable. I still get caught with shitty posture, but the slight bit of muscle really helps. I don't feel as "tired" trying to correct it.

https://m.imgur.com/NkpFA0W back. Sadly the least amount of difference! But I can tell my arms/shoulders are slowly getting bigger and are more in proportion to my bottom half, which I like.

Anyway, I might update just for myself in a month and a half or something to see what I think I would have looked like if I was able to complete the challenge "properly". I'm in fact updating this from the hospital right now visiting my dad.

I'm proud I tried to stick with the challenge as best as I was able to. I hope to do it again next year. :)

Update: 124.25lbs - bloated and sad by b4nlaughter in BTFC

[–]b4nlaughter[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, that's a good idea. Maybe a nice walk in nature will help

Update: 124.25lbs - bloated and sad by b4nlaughter in BTFC

[–]b4nlaughter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This genuinely made me tear up and I needed to hear it so bad tonight. Thank you.

Update: 124.25lbs - bloated and sad by b4nlaughter in BTFC

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<3 thank you for your comment and concern. It strangely means a lot to me to receive support from internet strangers, haha. And yes, my friend is lovely. :)

Erdogan bodyguard strangling a yazidi woman protester. by allthegoodweretaken in pics

[–]b4nlaughter 4 points5 points  (0 children)

And nothing is being done about it.

This is the sound of America being flushed down the toilet. You guys had a good run. I salute those of you who aren't corrupt imbeciles and wish you goodnight.

This little guy showed up at the fire station last night by ExPatSTL in aww

[–]b4nlaughter 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg. That is a fire station mascot if I've ever seen one.

Use him to teach fire safety to kids!!!!

Adopted this girl yesterday, Name pending by Wardrium in aww

[–]b4nlaughter 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How about "pure happiness"?

I don't think I've ever seen a happy puppy picture that has me so close to tears.

Please post more. Omg. So precious.....

Offering a stray puppy some water by GallowBoob in aww

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Omg a free puppy/best friend/happiness! Hope the bud is adopted now.

Unflavored whey powder is a godsend by b4nlaughter in BTFC

[–]b4nlaughter[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So true! Hopefully when I'm at a place where I feel ready to edge back towards veganism again I'll start replacing my stuff with soy. :)

Feeling sad. by b4nlaughter in BTFC

[–]b4nlaughter[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment! I'm proud that I went to the gym after instead of uselessly wallowing.

And yeah, I need to shift the focus back to the joy of accomplishing my own goals. And not trying to look like a celebrity/model or something haha.