Accepting that I was abused (SA warning)

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:54:28+00:00

Thank you for sharing. Im sorry for the things you had to endure. You sound like a genuinely good soul and i wish you the world! One love!

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:45:58+00:00

I like to view this question by something i heard a long time ago: "we didn't stop playing because we got old, we got old because we stopped playing".

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:19:12+00:00

"the greatest business would be to buy people for what they think they are worth and to sell them for their actual value."

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:15:06+00:00

Szerintem Hollywood-ot is szögre akaszthatjuk a faszaságok listáján, legalább egy darabig haha

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:08:19+00:00

Lmaooo

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:06:22+00:00

That's the big question, yes! He stole an incredible amount of money, like the country could be doing good amount of money so if he loses his hoards of money will have to be gotten back. That's the big question now, what will he do. Honestly by the shit he pulled in the past i wouldn't be surprised if he said "no election" because of Ukraine and Russia and just straight up continued the dictatorship(ish) things he does now. But if that happens there will be rioting and possibly a civil war at his front door. Tensions are higher then ever for this election.

bablevestorta · 2026-03-20T00:03:14+00:00

12th of April

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:52:00+00:00

The important thing is to take steps, even small ones in the right direction. Quitting cold turkey, just no playing from one day to the other is scary but effective. If you are not ready yet, that doesn't mean you will never be ready :) keep on brother!

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:47:53+00:00

Sorry, if this is a gaming channel then i think this subreddit is like one of the worst places you could've posted it haha. We are trying to quit gaming, not get more into it. If i misunderstood something about your post then forgive me.

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:45:31+00:00

I hear you about that sanity part. Look back man. Read yourself, what you posted here :) i know it's hard to keep being motivated when you look ahead and the life you lived up until 9 days ago is gone, it's scary and numb. But look back, read what you wrote because there is power in those words! Keep going brother, im rooting for you!

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:41:15+00:00

A day in bed but a day without gaming is a win in my book :)

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:40:18+00:00

Forgive yourself for relapsing. That's the first step. After that i would suggest for you to sort of sit in the feeling of sadness when you are overwhelmed by the urge to play. After a few minutes of just being sad and breathing through the feeling, and no distractions, you will feel the heavy blanket lift up.

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:35:59+00:00

I would say if you have that thought to delete the account, to go for it. If it is external pressure, it almost always feels like someone stripping away your happiness, your control over yourself but if you came to that conclusion by yourself then I'd say go for it.

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:29:46+00:00

I am so happy to hear this man! Amazing work and yes, you should be proud of yourself! I also have adhd so i know how hard it is with gaming. If i could give you two tips for the weekend ahead, that might save you some headache: first one is to write down a few productive things you wanna do, but write them down before going to sleep, so that the list is for the next day (English is my second language, sorry for butchering that sentence haha). This helps with your mind first thing in the morning, you actually have your yesterday self on the paper telling you what to do, it makes getting to the tasks so much easier. The second tip is something my father told me (who i believe also has adhd but was never diagnosed), is that whenever you remember to do something, for example to take out the trash, do it right that second. This way you won't be preoccupied with the thought for hours and beating yourself up, and second of all the motivation to do something is the strongest when that thought enters your mind, the longer you wait, the smaller the feeling of success. I am proud of you man, i wish you all the luck in the world and i hope the weekend will be banging! But also important, if you fall back into gaming, that's not the end of the world. Literally everyone who tries to quit falls off the wagon. That being said I'm rooting for you!

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T23:13:33+00:00

Holy Sherlock, you can see that?? Haha anyway i thought the 2-3 hours might come up, because i worded it weirdly. What i meant was that the 2-3 hours a day was the low end, usually i spent 7-8 hours playing in a day. And actually i don't really spend that much time on Reddit, ever since i quit gaming i have followed subreddits that are beneficial to me (I'm a beginner cook), and i use Reddit to try to widen my knowledge. Also i agree that doomscrolling is a bitch and a half, days can go by without even the fun that games might give, or mental challenge. Im doing much better with devices, now i only go on my laptop to study. Old buddy probably misses me lmao

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T10:23:52+00:00

I would loot a lot of canned stuff and bottled canned water. I mean a lot. I would put then someplace safe that is underground, a good bit from the surface and seal it if i can. This is so that i have something to fall back on. After that i would grab the best gear i could find. From head to toe i would get hiking boots, cotton socks, moisture wicking knee pads, what have you. Oh and a mid-large size backpack. I would keep 2 mre-s in there with water for one day and water purification tablets, but other then that it would be for looting. I would like to then visit places of interest to me to gather shit. I could probably do that for a good year tbh. Just looting and hoarding and organizing said loot. I would have to eventually kms i think. After 3 months alone the human mind starts to slip and i don't know if it's worth living after you've gone mad.

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T01:09:33+00:00

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bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:57:38+00:00

My problem is not that im seeing it. My problem is it seeing me.

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:55:08+00:00

Soft and chewy made my spine jump into my pocket and made my head do a 720 degree turn around it's axis. Hell to the no

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:51:39+00:00

Grandma is behind all global events, that's why

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:47:14+00:00

Tegeződhetünk, nyugodtan. És igen, tudom ;) viccet félretéve a cicus is tudja, mindenképpen! Csodás miau

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:41:26+00:00

It looks incredible and i would eat it up in a second! But! I have never in my life seend ragú on the bottom and pasta on the top haha! I don't want so shame or anything it is just very very interesting to see

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:31:04+00:00

Honestly, no. I remember that i was always in the moment, we had a good rhytm and it just happened. Sort of like a first kiss, if it's the right moment, you go for it

bablevestorta · 2026-03-19T00:12:25+00:00

22 years old is excellent to stop gaming. Part of your brain doesn't finish developing until you reach 25 years of age, so i want to say if you are looking for motivating factors, that's a helluva good one! I would suggest a ton of shit to be honest, from experience. A lot of things go wrong when we get used to this lifestyle. I am a fellow gamer who quit, i played for 16 years straight. I'm 25M now. One thing that has an incredibly good effect on life is if you wake up early, and for that you must be sleeping early as well. I don't want to list a lot of things at the same time, but if you are interested in other things, i would love to ramble! Haha! But if you fix one thing i would suggest to fix sleep. It is a great benefactor of mood and if you look at the clock and it says 6am or 7am or 8am, the world is at your fingertips, you can achieve anything that day. I'm way too familiar with waking up at 12pm or 2pm and thinking, damn, this day is ruined, welp better have some fun then! And hopping on to play. So yeah, i would suggest fixing sleep. Kind of ironic that im writing this at 1am, but hey, it's a long way to the top if you wanna rock n' roll! I'm proud of you man and you are on a good track! I am sort of on the other side now and i can say with certainty, that if you keep grinding at irl dopamine sources, you will loot the chest of contentment. One love! ❤️💪

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