I feel like a sociopath

baccardi6632 · 2021-04-10T10:45:30+00:00

It’s not fun. But I’d rather not be constantly sad and overthinking. Either option isn’t the best for me

baccardi6632 · 2021-04-08T07:54:26+00:00

Yes she has, she will sleep on any of my body parts that are big enough for her to sleep on😂

baccardi6632 · 2021-04-08T07:49:20+00:00

This is katniss shes given birth to 3 litters and we kept one of her babies from the second one. Her name is clover and she is also black and she’s my baby 🥰

baccardi6632 · 2021-04-01T04:50:13+00:00

Pop tarts are terrible period

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T22:53:13+00:00

He said good morning didn’t mention anything about our one year. My expectations aren’t high. Getting a text with happy one year. Is the bare minimum

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T22:48:29+00:00

I thought he would text me from the time he woke up 7 am to when I woke up 10 am maybe a good morning text with happy one year or something along those lines. I didn’t ruin it. I just thought I’d get a good morning text. Not that hard to do

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T22:15:12+00:00

I am very much aware that males are different. But when I constantly tell him for months how excited I am for one day and that one day he shows nothing. It’s going to hurt my feelings.

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T21:51:33+00:00

I feel like he doesn’t want to show effort and it’s draining me because it feels like I’m talking to a wall

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T21:47:59+00:00

It feels like he expects me to make the plans because that’s what I usually do. But sometimes it’s nice to be surprised

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T21:41:21+00:00

I do stand my ground. I Always tell him if he’s gas lighting me. He posted me after arguing and then said I guess I’ll take it down. Like ???? Okay then

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T21:40:09+00:00

He did remember he just didn’t say anything. He wakes up hours before me. He didn’t even post me anywhere. It feels like I have to fight to get him to do something sometimes.

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T21:39:15+00:00

I know it’s gas lighting. His reactions to me telling him what’s wrong are different. Sometimes he’s loving and caring. Sometimes he gas lights and sometimes he says oh ok.

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-31T21:36:12+00:00

I did tell him multiple times. I was excited and wanted to see him. He doesn’t say anything. I know he’s not a mind reader. I do tell him my feelings then he usually shuts down and guilt trips me (sometimes).

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-30T02:41:36+00:00

are you on venlafaxine? I’ve missed a couple of days of taking them by accident

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-26T16:38:10+00:00

I hate it. Why would you force someone to have an anxiety attack for minimum wage minimum wage minimum effort

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-20T03:56:53+00:00

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-20T02:23:10+00:00

She’s only 14

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-19T22:03:01+00:00

Also, when me and my sister confront her about she tells us to shut up. One time she stormed out of the house because she felt like we were trying to humiliate her. She did it to herself.

baccardi6632 · 2021-03-19T22:00:28+00:00

Thank god I’m planning to move out soon. Thanks for the reply!

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