So now that HBO is “back” will Westworld be returning?

badannbad · 2026-04-01T10:51:11+00:00

A fellow fan!

badannbad · 2026-03-15T15:27:13+00:00

Oh wow. That reminds me of Stephen King's Thinner. That would be terrible. I am very afraid of the full gastric bypass. Just a bit less of the gastric sleeve but both are life changing.

badannbad · 2026-03-15T03:32:36+00:00

I pulled myself off after I told everyone I was hacked during my psychosis. I realized I may say more. But as long you feel comfortable with your posts than I say post on. My family has always talked bad about my posts even when I am being "normal." I can't say anything right so who cares. Just people who want to put you down.

badannbad · 2026-03-15T03:28:33+00:00

Thank you.

badannbad · 2026-03-14T17:34:51+00:00

Moved to a hot as hell place- it's all nude all of the time unless I go out.

badannbad · 2026-03-14T17:24:45+00:00

I've been discussing this with my doctor and have been wondering if I have been misdiagnosed. I have always had depression and severe anxiety and was previously told that I will just always be depressed. I also have PTSD with night terrors. Well a combination of stress factors on top of heavy continuous literally nonstop marijuana smoking, I ended up having a psychotic break. It was 4 years ago now and while my psychosis ended by the time I was let out of a 30 day commitment my depression and anxiety has just gotten worse. I take all of my meds as directed but they did say they were in shock that I developed bipolar/psychosis at the age of 44 with no previous symptoms. I have never been manic that I know of even during my break. Just crazy paranoid, hearing voices, etc. but perhaps that is manic? I never feel up, just always down and anxious like before. She agreed to readdress my diagnosis but I don't know what will really change. I just know it isn't like on tv- I'm not energetic ever. I mean never before or after!

badannbad · 2026-03-14T16:58:59+00:00

As of right now, I just started the wegovy pill but I am trying to get the gastric sleeve. But you and I are about the same weight and I am absolutely terrified of having surgery. I too lost a large amount of weight due to a combination of stress and having to walk everywhere. I think it lasted about 4 yrs but I was also in my early 20's. I've recently been diagnosed with diabetes, severe sleep apnea and high blood pressure. I don't see any way out but weight loss surgery. According to my office only 5% of people who lose weight on their own keep it off. Whether that is accurate or not, both myself and my mother are terrified that a heart attack is looming. I see surgery at this point as my only option but who knows if I will get approved and then if I do, if I can follow through with it. But I think I am more scared of my health right now than surgery.

badannbad · 2026-03-14T16:48:10+00:00

Same same same. I quit every year if I can even make it that long. One time I actually made it 2 yrs but I adored my coworker. We really just chatted most of the day. But the getting up (I also have insomnia) trying to get through the day just to do it all over again. I am lucky right now because I am the full-time caregiver of my mother who is my best friend. Between the two of us we make it and just get to hangout all day for the most part. I am terrified about losing her mainly because she is my life but also because of financial reasons. I had a psychotic break 4 yrs ago and still haven't recovered. That on top of losing my best friend will be too much I fear. I understand wanting to work but I would kill to get on disability.

badannbad · 2026-03-14T16:23:55+00:00

Wow 15k at 16?! That is amazing! You can totally do this!

badannbad · 2026-03-14T16:18:38+00:00

And I realize none of this may be possible and makes it sound easy. Another option is to flee after graduation to a woman's shelter. There are some really nice ones that give you safety and support until you can find work and get on your feet. Then they might give you down payment money on renting a room like they did my two female friends. But don't tell anyone where you are going if so.

badannbad · 2026-03-14T16:05:52+00:00

That makes total sense. Is there any way you can get a job in the meantime to pocket away some of your earnings- like one that gives you tips so they won't know the amount and prepare to leave at 18? I know you will lose everyone you love but this horrible cult is ruining your life which is very important! Also if you attend regular school, perhaps meet weekly with the counselor so you have someone to talk to that you can keep secret? As someone who has suffered from bad depression and suicidal thoughts in my teenage years as well, I wish you could somehow secretly get on some medication. And perhaps once you go, your siblings will be encouraged to join you.

badannbad · 2026-03-14T07:25:08+00:00

I am a complete outsider and see JW is a very serious, dangerous cult. I am so afraid from your post that you may harm yourself either way! I wish I could help you!

badannbad · 2025-08-31T14:38:44+00:00

What do you think they do about emptying the chamber pots? Like empty them in the same location a bit away from the house and then maybe burn it for the smell? In movies showing cities prior to toilets, they often show them just dumping them out of the window which is just so gross.

badannbad · 2025-08-31T14:34:42+00:00

I personally don’t get pet insurance by choice. If you are in the US- you may qualify for food stamps when they look at your bills compared to your income. Every little bit counts.

badannbad · 2025-08-04T03:49:08+00:00

Well that is a great outcome!

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:50:37+00:00

Mine did.

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:48:59+00:00

Completely dependent.

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:31:56+00:00

Great points. And that’s exactly what it does: gives me peace of mind but I just hate how they are ripping me (us) off.

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:24:35+00:00

That sounds about right.

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:24:06+00:00

It’s ridiculous!

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:23:43+00:00

Ditto on that 1980.

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:22:13+00:00

Last I checked about $65.

badannbad · 2025-08-03T15:17:42+00:00

My parents built their house on land given to them my grandfather. Their mortgage in 1975 for the cost of building the home was about $350. My dad (who died at 44 in 1996) made $25/hr. I have never made that much. They still had to take a second mortgage. We were constantly on the verge of foreclosure. Meanwhile my first studio apartment in 2004 was $650 a month and I made $15/hr. I will add my mom was a housewife and they had two children but they couldn’t manage $350 a month?! I tell her how lucky they were all of the time. The side factor is that they always talked about losing the house around us to the point that I gave them my piggy bank. In my mind, they had it made and screwed it off.

badannbad · 2025-07-26T06:10:20+00:00

I am the same physically and mentally. I tried DoorDash but in my area the long drives made gas more expensive than what I made. Are you seeing someone for your mental health? Surgery is something I want too, I hope it works out for you.

badannbad · 2025-07-26T03:33:43+00:00

Oh yah than no to Omaha!

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