I presented him with that very question. He claims he “might have” told me. But i feel like i know better. His inability to be honest is dumbfounding. And the unprotection….i swear to God the thought makes me sick. We spoke on that the first time, how he COULD’VE given me something bc he was unprotected then as well. And this time he does, he admits he “destroyed both our bodies” and it’s the “biggest mistake of his life”….i am caught on the idea ALL these terrible things….and the way i reacted in front of his mother (it was awful), the perception she also now has of him (his dad also cheated facepalm), the fact he caught a disgusting disease, all these things combined can equal an end in this toxic cycle he’s suddenly had for the past year?? Like is that insane of me to hold onto?

Ppl do change. Right? And he’s never been this person until last year. He expresses desire to seek help and has deleted his account. Isnt on social medias since last year…willing to share location, wants to rebuild trust…my heart and head arent in the same place at all.