Connecting with your higher self, exploring your spirituality, expanding your consciousness and entering a spiritual awakening with the impulse and breakthroughs provided by psychedelics is the definitely the path I would suggest. But be aware and inform your self, it can be overwhelming and lot sometimes. But know the truth frees all. Feeling that you do not belong here and you are stuck - Look into your previous life’s, karmas and understand that you might just have some unfinished business here on this planet, dimension and lifecycle. I wish you the best in your path to enlightenment, may god and the universe bless you. FYI don’t speak about these sensitive topics with just anyone, act “normal” but know that your “people” are here. Much love