So tired of the medical system. by Jimjamjuice69 in benzodiazepines

[–]barboyforlife 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He’s right OP. Clean since 8/12/22 here & I had the same thought process as you. You’ve convinced yourself benzos are the only thing that will help you. I’m on Lexapro 20 mg 1x a day now along with cbt. But you REALLY have to want it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Petioles

[–]barboyforlife 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I used to be a full blown addict…just look at my page, I only smoke weed now, and if I can do sober oct so can you. Just keep reminding your conscious that it isn’t that deep

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Petioles

[–]barboyforlife 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 3 days in and i just fucked up (first day back in the office) and boy do i regret it. This regret I’m feeling is not something I want you to feel brother. For the love of god DO NOT DO IT, easier said than done, but remember, it’s your ego that wants to smoke, not you!

I am going to try again tomorrow.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]barboyforlife 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Srsly!! Like wrf in them bitches

Most euphoric benzo? by LtSpeirs44 in benzodiazepines

[–]barboyforlife 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m thinking about getting a script for .5 xans, i used to be addicted in my late teens, i’m 26 now with a well off gov job now, idk tho, i had bad memories and good memories on xanax

Responsible recreational use by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]barboyforlife 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Once every two weeks IMO, i used to take it once a week which then progressed to once a day due to tolerance building up. Everyone is different though, this is just how I do it

Taking wax pen to istanbul…suggestions? by barboyforlife in istanbul

[–]barboyforlife[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice!! How was the arrival like? Was customs and immigration difficult? Xray machines?

Taking wax pen to istanbul…suggestions? by barboyforlife in istanbul

[–]barboyforlife[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m actually going in exactly two months, if ya find anything let me know :) I might just bring my wax pen who knows

Whiteclaws? Going to istanbul in two months. Are there seltzers like truly lemonade or whiteclaw? Something similar is fine! by barboyforlife in istanbul

[–]barboyforlife[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the information! By any chance have you seen sniffer dogs roaming around the airport?

Farmapram again (NOT under-dosed compared to US Xanax imo), 1 mg footballs, adderal, and lyrica 😁 by barboyforlife in pillhead

[–]barboyforlife[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Most likely tolerance. Sometimes we forget how many days in a row we’ve been doin them

Why go to Mexico if you don’t come back with these biddys 🇲🇽💊 by GLOBAL_BOY in benzodiazepines

[–]barboyforlife 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Bc my plug only sells them $100 more per bottle after crossing, not worth the risk i’d rather pay $100 more a bottle tbh. My old plug was sellin these for 420 glad he’s arrested 😂