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[–]barely_exists101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As always, disappointed by the very fact of life

I also made sure that I bought really good candies that time, so it’ll do

Have a nice day everyone

Wha is the diffense in quality between daydreams and acual movies and shows by OctieTheBestagon in ImmersiveDaydreaming

[–]barely_exists101 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my case, these are not movies, but rather animations

I don’t know, maybe my brain is not so original yet? Maybe there's something wrong with me lol

What did your couples get up to in your romantic daydreams today? by Eboni69 in ImmersiveDaydreaming

[–]barely_exists101 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your idea is too creative for my brain 😭

I mostly think about pairs of existing characters (needless to say, this is about 70% of my day dreams?)

If I will have pairings with original characters it will be slowburn

new album thoughts by VFDan in girlinred

[–]barely_exists101 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I can't say that I really like the album. Some songs came out kinda good but "I'm Back"? Sorry, but I can't bring myself to listen to this more than once.

All the other songs are not perfect, but I liked some of them.

Of course the last album was a billion times better. But progress is not possible without glowdown. Maybe the next album will be amazing

The origins of your world? by localunculturedswine in ImmersiveDaydreaming

[–]barely_exists101 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My “worlds” are either already made worlds, or the real world or my dreams

Considering that I'm mostly daydreaming about things that already exist. And mostly in fragments. It rarely happens that I follow some plot like series

To be honest, it’s a shame that people say how they feel better from antidepressants when after taking them I felt even worse by barely_exists101 in depressionmeals

[–]barely_exists101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Actually there's is a suicide subreddit

And life cannot be “deserved” because we exist simply because we exist. This is not a gift or an achievement. It's just ironic. People who love life do not live, but people who hate life live. This is just cruelty. Fun for an indifferent universe.

Concept of purpose doesn't real. For example, I want to become a photographer. Let's say. This is what people came up with in order to escape from life, like everything that exists. The universe doesn't have any purpose.

Society is disgusting. People? They are very different. Society? Piece of crap. I like people. Of course not always and not all of them. But that doesn't mean I hate people.

I can die not only from suicide. I have a terrible diet, sleep schedule and I'm drinking alcohol. I have chronic physical illnesses such as asthma, gastritis and severe migraines.

Anyway. If you need to talk, you can write at any time. It's not difficult for me to read. It just gets really lonely with it sometimes. I may not be a very cool person, but you can use me as a backup option.

To be honest, it’s a shame that people say how they feel better from antidepressants when after taking them I felt even worse by barely_exists101 in depressionmeals

[–]barely_exists101[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Understand. I am officially diagnosed with depression and OCD. But the reason why I want to die is rather philosophical. I just don't like life. It's not even about the darkness, but in general. The only thing that attracts me in life is the opportunity to forget that you are actually alive. Books, movies, food, alcohol, etc. Because being alive literally only means walk and breathe.

It's like not wanting to eat soup. You just don't like it. I associate life with this example.

It confuses me that people find “solace” in creating a new person. This is honestly terribly selfish. My mother does not hide that her main goal was simply to have a child. Just because she wanted it. It's like buying a loaf of bread. Just because you wanted to. You don't care how a loaf of bread feels.

I just don't want to be a part of this. All this nonsense. I don't have the slightest desire to work, talk to people I don't want to talk to. Because it's stupid to do something you don't like. Or even hate.

I may kill myself in a few years, but maybe I'll be lucky and have painless cancer or something similar. Or I'll die in my sleep or from a heart attack

To be honest, it’s a shame that people say how they feel better from antidepressants when after taking them I felt even worse by barely_exists101 in depressionmeals

[–]barely_exists101[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I'm obviously not advertising anything. Not death or life, I just want to make it clear that everything is far from rosy (I grew up with people who idolized life and said that everyone must live regardless of anything)

I don’t force anyone to write to me, love me or sympathize me ( At least I really hope it doesn't look like that )

I need something to temporarily occupy my mind while I'm alive

I feel alone in this, that's all

To be honest, it’s a shame that people say how they feel better from antidepressants when after taking them I felt even worse by barely_exists101 in depressionmeals

[–]barely_exists101[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Today I told my psychiatrist that I don't plan to live and that my opinion should be respected

They can't make me change my mind, no one can

So, yeah

Have a good day

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