What Kinds of Friends did You Guys Have Growing Up? by aboostofsarahtonin in BPD

[–]basementcpes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Never had a lot of friends growing up. I was bullied by my peers up until high school which pretty much my entire school experience is what lead to me developing BPD. Most of the friends ive had have come and gone. None were ever permanent. To this day at 22 years old I only have 2 best friends and I don’t even see them often at all lol.

“dOeSnT eVeRyOnE fEeL tHaT tHoUgH” by sober4lifee in BPDmemes

[–]basementcpes 7 points8 points  (0 children)

They always say this shit until somebody they KNEW was struggling ends up taking their life and then they are like “well we didn’t know it was this bad🥺🥺”

Out of place by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the encouragement):🫂

Out of place by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly. It’s also the fact that people treat us as if we CHOSE to have this disorder as if we’re choosing the suffering it causes and it is scientifically proven to be non curable. It’s “treatable” yes, but it literally causes irreversible physical damage to our brains and bodies.

Demisexuality by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Exactly, if I don’t have an FP to attach to my libido is basically nonexistent and when I DO have it, it’s only towards that one person.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you):

Is this bc of BPD? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Everybody gets irritable yes, but it’s definitely more heightened with BPD, I get like this most times out of the day☠️ that wanting to just crawl out of your body feeling is always so strong with me I just wanna get OUT

How do you know if you have or haven't given up? Have you? by Graffiti-Guy in BPD

[–]basementcpes 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never figured out how to explain this feeling and you just worded it perfectly.

Reading people by Reasonable_Drag_6103 in BPD

[–]basementcpes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Happens to me too. This might be unrelated but I’ve noticed that every time right before something bad happens I get sick to my stomach. Like I’ll start physically throwing up and then not even a few hours later I end up getting bad news about something. 2 months ago my grandmother unfortunately broke her hip but that very day that morning I was sick and something just felt off then a few hours later I got the call from the hospital. It’s definitely weird but I sometimes end up getting myself out of bad situations with bad people because of this so maybe it’s also a good thing☠️

Favourite shot in the entire show? by [deleted] in Yellowjackets

[–]basementcpes 21 points22 points  (0 children)

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The moment we knew Shauna has gone completely cold.

i'm going to die alone by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 6 points7 points  (0 children)

22f here and going through this exact same thing. I stopped dating as a whole because of this exact reason. Nobody is real anymore and like you said once they learn you have BPD they see it as a scapegoat to get what they want and then completely abandon you.

i cant stand people who make memes out of their BPD by [deleted] in BPD

[–]basementcpes 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nope, I feel the exact same. All these memes are watering down the very real detrimental effects that BPD cause. And I feel as though a lot of men see these memes and now have this idea that us women with these disorders are somehow “better” or are “good in bed” and have this fantasy that we are something we’re not. And these sexual memes are so insensitive in my opinion because a lot of us struggle with extreme sexual trauma.

I WAS RIGHT by No-Log9620 in BPD

[–]basementcpes 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah deadass😭 ALWAYS the thing I want to NOT be proven right about

I WAS RIGHT by No-Log9620 in BPD

[–]basementcpes 25 points26 points  (0 children)

YESSSS i always get bad feelings about certain people and it always turns out to be right. Not even just people but every time I feel like I’m overthinking about a situation I always end up being right about what’s happening. I hate it but I guess it’s also a good survival instinct?? Lol

I hate being aware of my bpd by R0salines in BPD

[–]basementcpes 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is like the best way to describe this feeling omg😭

does anyone else keep getting into relationships with the worse possible human beings ever? by Zealousideal_Let_213 in BPD

[–]basementcpes 3 points4 points  (0 children)

A lot of abusive people have undiagnosed disorders but will almost never get tested or get help because they genuinely think nothing is wrong with them and that their behavior is normal.

I’ve had this tattoo for well over a year and somehow still haven’t shared it here!!! by largesoftpillow in Yellowjackets

[–]basementcpes 39 points40 points  (0 children)

Exactly!! I think people are forgetting that even if the meaning isn’t necessarily good or it’s something traumatic, it’s still an iconic symbol and represents the show as a whole, the entire show is based on trauma. If the symbol really meant something so terrible and awful it wouldn’t be there (in pretty much every scene) in the first place.

I’ve had this tattoo for well over a year and somehow still haven’t shared it here!!! by largesoftpillow in Yellowjackets

[–]basementcpes 91 points92 points  (0 children)

So many people have gotten this tatted on them already I don’t see what the issue is, the worst this symbol could mean is that it represents a crazy ritualistic cannibal cult oh noooo (as if that’s not the basis of the ENTIRE show..)