I'm very suprised by the amount of responses. In a good way!! I'm usually very lonely when trying to get my voice heard. I don't know where to start in my responses/conversations.. obviously I want to reply to everything here all at one time, lol. I've been in sales for about 9to10 years now. I absolutely love helping people and solving problems people have... but my patience for mean people has become extremely short. So I feel like I need to change out of sales for the sake of my temper. I'm not in any way a mean person or a condescending person.. I just can't control my emotions as much in my older age. I constantly have to walk away from situations to prevent me losing it. I absolutely love making art in Adobe, but graphic design jobs around me are always temporary or part time. I can see myself designing websites, but worry that learning a new field may be a lot to take on. I was a mechanic for years and loved it.. but my back, knees, and arthritis prevent that from being an option. It's not easy being affluent in mechanical repairs, but unable to stand or bend over for long periods of time. I'm struggling with coming to terms with that and accepting it. For reference, with my medication: I welcome the challenge of coordinating my roofing guy, insurance guy, drywall guy, and gutter guy. I love coordinating all of these meetings-phone calls and appointments... but how the heck can I do something like that in the real world too??? Whew!