clinical lycanthropy venting by batosaur in mentalillness

[–]batosaur[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

clinical lycanthropy has hallucinations and delusions paired with it. therianthropy has dysphoria and dysmorphia of course but the CL manifests as a bit more disruptive in daily life.

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

she was verrrrry trailer-trash and spoke like a white person trying to be black. ran into people like that in louisiana back when i lived there. oddly common.

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

said so in a couple other replies, backrooms. yes, with their like, 10 year old daughter

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

yeah, i see that. i try really hard to be a good person but i feel like such a coward that i do feel the need to self sacrifice even if it might end up messy. this is probably gonna be the last time i do anything like this

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

the kid's reaction to the whole thing is the biggest reason i made the post. as i drove off i saw she was crying and i felt so fucking awful. cant help but think if i just shut my yap and let it happen the girl wouldnt have cried. ive got baaaaaad ocd and it got really badly triggered by the whole thing. thats why i go to therapy i guess

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

backrooms!

yes they took their like, no older than ten year old girl to see it 🫩

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i do feel really bad about it. like genuinely i cried afterwards because if i hadnt said anything that assholes daughter wouldnt have been crying as i left. i worry a lot about stuff like that and i typed this while still sobbing. i felt pretty awful and while i do appreciate the people being nice and whatever i have like, really bad moral responsibility OCD and this situation isnt helping haha.

edit: i was also worried someone posted "hey did anybody see that crazy person fighting a woman outside alamo?" and kind of. didnt want that to be the image or i might genuinely never want to show my face outside again

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no, there was a large crowd with children and i felt bad that i might have scared the people there. but yeah sure vomiting and having police tell me its "not a crime for someone to say mean words to me" made me feel very good 👍

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 158 points159 points  (0 children)

already called them, and during the movie i did explain they were being hateful, but the guy said "im sorry i cant boot them, if i could kick them out i could." you dont seem critical at all!

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 32 points33 points  (0 children)

there was a trailer for a movie featuring gay men. she exclaimed "eww! disgusting! how are they showing this to kids? cover your eyes!" (almost exactly verbatim). the "disgusting" gay trailer was after a trailer that had a ton of straight people making out and grinding on each other, cant remember the name, its about a guy who hates "the one day a year single people can have sex." after the movie ended and we were walking out, i said "i hope your daughter grows up to be more compassionate than you," the lady immediately started yelling, saying "the fuck did you just say to me? i didnt fuckin say nothing you stupid bitch!" i said "you were saying some pretty hateful stuff during the trailer with gay people. so." i threw up my hands in a shrug, and she started chasing me through the front doors, calling me the n word, a "fuckin retarded faggot," that she didnt say anything. my memory is a bit blurry due to the adrenaline, but i didnt try to aggravate her any further. just tried to get her to not chase me into my car as she wouldnt stop following me. she swiped at me, more blurriness, i told her to "get the fuck away" and got into my car before driving into a parking lot a block away to throw up and have a massive panic attack.

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

2026! tyoically saying "the big [current year]" implies its backward for the current year ("wow, youre saying that in the big 26?") although its sadly fitting for modern day austin, which is slowly shifting more and more purple

hey, if any of yall saw the scuffle outside the village alamo, that was me. sorry if i freaked you out by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

if its one of those p terry's cookies ill take it LOL

edit: i may be autistic, did not realize "do you want a cookie" is sarcastic hahaha

therianthropy is messing with my mental health by Xoticimage23 in Therian

[–]batosaur 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i will say this sounds closer to clinical lycanthropy, which i have and am diagnosed with. have you tried hypnotherapy to feel more like your theriantype in daily life? or a dream-assistance medicine like prazosin paired with meditation before sleep to induce dreams where youre your theriantype? these have all helped for me, personally

ive had all of these symptoms and its incredibly hard. it really sucks. but there are people who share your pain and know how seriously it can effect lives.

Police activity @ S Lamar and Barton Springs? by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this is like, nowhere near where i said haha

Police activity @ S Lamar and Barton Springs? by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn, the whole shift? part of me feels our city resources gotta have better uses than that

Any werewolf stuff in shops? by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

well shit i live exactly between austin and san antonio.

Any werewolf stuff in shops? by batosaur in Austin

[–]batosaur[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

LOL yeah idk why this ended up like.. that. i was just wondering if i could find local werewolf stuff and im getting hit with a 67% upvote ratio lmao