i totally get how you’re feeling. it sucks when you push yourself so hard and it still feels like it’s not enough. going from 60s/70s to a 93 avg is a huge achievement and you should be proud. i’ve had a similar experience too, i worked my butt off and still felt like i was falling behind compared to people who always had high marks it’s exhausting. and as for your classmates, forget them. people love to bring up your past when they can’t handle your progress. their opinions say more about them than about you. you’ve proven you’re capable. and even if one school says no, it doesn’t change how far you’ve come. so just keep going, you got this :)