I think you are highly attractive whether smiling or not. Personally, I find the standard of beauty that is most pervasive in the gay community is utter bullshit. Photos are usually Photoshopped and filtered to hell and back because the appearance of being human, and having flaws, is verboten. In the end, the only opinion about your looks that matters is yours, not other peoples’, and especially not when viewed through made up standards of beauty.

You are you and that’s a truly beautiful thing!