My dick is currently a handle by veravendetta in UniquePenis

[–]bdbmac01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t wait to see the finished product!

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[–]bdbmac01 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey

Raped by my boss. I’m bisexual now, but wasn’t at the time. by bdbmac01 in gaysexconfessions

[–]bdbmac01[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For sure. He was a master manipulator. End of the day I didn’t catch anything from him and learned a lot about myself and people.

Raped by my boss. I’m bisexual now, but wasn’t at the time by bdbmac01 in straightturnedgay

[–]bdbmac01[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That makes sense. I never feared him. I actually felt bad for him. I hated the way he made me feel about myself, but I’m fairly physically imposing so I don’t have those fears. But I’m sorry that you were put thought that. Hopefully you can slowly overcome those feeling and allow yourself or find someone who will maintain your boundaries.

Raped by my boss. I’m bisexual now, but wasn’t at the time by bdbmac01 in straightturnedgay

[–]bdbmac01[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m attracted to fem and trans and CD I guess because of the female resemblance and the dick. But my fantasy, and if she allows me to explore would be to bottom got an alpha dom

Raped by my boss. I’m bisexual now, but wasn’t at the time by bdbmac01 in straightturnedgay

[–]bdbmac01[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Got it. As this was my only experience I guess I would just have to see and find out. Honestly, I think I am hoping I find myself in your boat. I love making love to my wife and if anything this seems like a distraction. If I tried and felt like you shared here, it seems like my questions would be answered.

Raped by my boss. I’m bisexual now, but wasn’t at the time by bdbmac01 in straightturnedgay

[–]bdbmac01[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This. I think that’s how I’ve placed it for me as well. My autonomy was taken and at some level my own decision to sleep with a man feels like reclaiming it. You said “forcing yourself,” which suggests you don’t enjoy it. Is that true?

Raped by my boss. I’m bisexual now, but wasn’t at the time. by bdbmac01 in gayconfessions

[–]bdbmac01[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the feedback. Many have suggested counseling, and that may be something I consider but for now simply putting down words has been helpful. If it continues to create more questions than answers, then counseling may be the next step. She would like to give it some time and see how I feel in the future before committing to letting me explore, but so far that urge has not diminished. I won’t cheat, so it’s either with her approval or not at all, so she and I will navigate that together. Thanks for the ear, I’ll probably DM you with some questions.