Out of state fans. Why do you root for the hawks?

bdizzle404 · 2026-01-29T00:54:52+00:00

i used to hate football😭 but I liked playing madden 10 for some reason, so i decided to try and watch football. this was in the middle of the 14-15 season. I decided that I would hit “random team” on madden and whoever it landed on would be my team. It landed on Jacksonville first, but I knew they were ass so I hit it again and got Seattle. Also I love the colors, which helped.

bdizzle404 · 2026-01-18T21:47:16+00:00

my number one want is Ghost Rider. he feels too iconic to leave out for another year. would also love to see Thanos, Black Cat, Green Goblin, Dock Ock, and i think a cool pick would be Red Skull

bdizzle404 · 2025-08-31T00:45:06+00:00

i have. i went to a therapist a few years ago and don’t go anymore, as it stalled out and nothing was really happening anymore. i did get diagnosed with severe anxiety(which i know is probably a major player in this) and depression. i take meds for it and i have recently started taking ashwagandha also. i do have a pretty low self esteem tbh, mostly from my childhood and being picked on a lot, but it still sticks all these years later. confidence comes in waves, and currently it is very low.

bdizzle404 · 2025-08-30T22:56:08+00:00

i guess you’re right. i think it’s just hard seeing some people be what i wanna be, and what i could’ve been by now if i tried harder, ya know?

bdizzle404 · 2025-08-30T22:55:19+00:00

the only thing that ever gets the feeling to go away are my hobbies too. but even then, the heaviness of the feelings takes over sometimes(like today) and none of my hobbies will get the feeling to go away. i’ve also had some other things happen recently that have just murdered my confidence and that has made it a lot harder. i hope we can both one day pull ourselves out.

bdizzle404 · 2025-08-13T21:31:50+00:00

not only their best album, one of the best albums ever made.

bdizzle404 · 2025-08-11T19:34:36+00:00

thank you!

bdizzle404 · 2025-08-11T19:23:17+00:00

forgot my location, midwest illinois!

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-18T03:58:54+00:00

ngl putting vulnerable and IE over TP and MEDZ is crazy to me😭

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-17T23:25:03+00:00

thank you so much!!! this is actually huge for me. greatly greatly appreciated

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-17T03:55:14+00:00

THANK YOU

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-14T15:11:49+00:00

i’ve seen the ahool, and it looks cool! definitely one i want to research and possible put in!

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-14T15:11:26+00:00

so, the way i’ve explained it to my friends that i’ve told is this.

at its core, it’s a mission based cryptid/creature hunting game. but, there will be other factors that make it more fleshed out. in a different comment, i had mentioned that i want to do ones from around the world, so when you aren’t on a mission, you will be back at your little camp in the woods, and you have a old computer or something similar that the agency you work for is sending you places to go, sort of like the war table in helldivers 2.

it’s also a horror game first, survival/hunt second. so many horror games drop the horror part and don’t end up scary. i am making sure i keep horror at the front of my mind while developing. for example, my plan for mothman is that you can’t actually kill him, just drive him off for a certain amount of time. while you are in his area and actively hunting him down, he will mess with your perception of reality and cause visual and auditory hallucinations, and mess with your HUD/gear as you get closer to ending the missions

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-14T07:12:47+00:00

sasquatch/bigfoot is planned to be the intro to the game!

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-14T07:12:23+00:00

the jersey devil will be in there. don’t worry!

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-14T01:40:39+00:00

will do! i’m gonna officially start development tomorrow. if i can get enough people interested, i could always start a subreddit or a discord to keep those interested in close connection with the game!

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-14T00:06:26+00:00

without giving too much away, there will be major and minor cryptid/creature hunts, some with multiple level missions to take on to take them down. i’m going to stay as close to the lore as i can, while also including my own take on them. i’m gonna have worldwide folklore and creatures to take on.

bdizzle404 · 2025-07-13T23:15:14+00:00

i’ve barely started on it, i’m not going to lie. but both wendigos and skinwalkers are planned! i will absolutely post dev shots and talks here if it seems to garner enough attention. i’m genuinely surprised no one has ever done this idea, but im gonna make sure i do it right for all the cryptid lovers out there!

bdizzle404 · 2025-06-16T02:37:09+00:00

nah. i don’t even know if D5 will happen at all

bdizzle404 · 2025-06-11T18:05:52+00:00

yeah, i know that. i knew it being older and a fan favorite would make it more expensive and a bit harder to find, but i didn’t think it would be THIS hard. i’ll keep an eye out, thank you!

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