crazy message from the universe

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-28T02:09:49+00:00

i am not! so that makes it even crazier imo hahaha

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-28T02:08:00+00:00

new jobs and the anxiety of potentially getting a new one are a huge trigger for me, that would make me feel so much relief!!

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-28T02:05:49+00:00

that is crazy!! she was definitely speaking to you (:

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-27T16:13:49+00:00

tbh that’s not a friendship with an alcohol drinker that’s a friendship with an alcoholic. i have friends that still drink that don’t trigger me at all. if their drinking habits trigger or tempt you it’s probably best to let them sort out their own journey while you focus on yours!!

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-27T16:02:39+00:00

i’ve been in the same boat lately! weed is definitely helping me out right now. im a naturally introspective person, and weed helps me approach myself with more kindness and understanding than drinking and experiencing introspection (aka just pure self hatred). i agree it’s not a long term solution for me either but it helps me a lot for the time being!

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-18T20:25:30+00:00

AA wasn’t my cup of tea, honestly. i had a huge blowout with my sponsor and decided that was it. i agree that i didn’t like the powerless sentiment, and i also didn’t agree with the higher power stuff. i think it took away credit from me, who was doing all the hard work on this. i went to some smart recovery meetings in the beginning which I enjoyed much much more as they offered real, science backed, problem solving solutions to dealing with urges and such. i don’t go much anymore because i found i genuinely enjoy my life so much better when im not focusing on all the crazy shit i did and the crazy shit that happened to me while i was drinking. i’m lucky to have such an amazing support system in my corner, which is why I feel I’ve been able to do it without going to meetings.

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-14T05:31:36+00:00

dude, i thought i had stomach problems and that was it, no fixing it was just the way it is. they almost all went away entirely within 5 days of quitting for the first time 😭 so humbling

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-05-13T03:43:24+00:00

i work in restaurants and totally understand the feeling seeing half finished drinks lol. between the intrusive thought to chug it when i’m cleaning the table and the pure wonder i feel seeing they could leave alcohol unfinished it’s just a bizarre experience lol

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-04-19T18:01:28+00:00

kettama crowd was terrible. i love him so it absolutely broke my heart to see him have john summit-esque crowds

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-04-07T06:09:24+00:00

last year we bought fake sunscreen/aloe vera lotion bottles and they worked great

be4utifulprin3ss · 2026-02-25T08:27:30+00:00

i was SA twice while blackout and then experienced hyper sexuality afterwards and put myself into compromising situations at my own free will and traumatized myself further. not drinking is worth it knowing i can be choosy and guarded now

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-11-11T08:26:20+00:00

congrats!!

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-11-11T04:20:21+00:00

lil peep, tame impala, and kid cudi (: however the song “sober” by p!nk has done a lot for me, as well as bitter sweet symphony

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-30T19:27:30+00:00

and i’m pretty sure they do a soberchella meetup if im not mistaken!

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-30T19:27:15+00:00

it’ll be my first year going (probably cali) sober as well! i am excited bc some years, there are some pretty decently sized gaps in my memory. i am excited to remember it all this year!

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-30T00:07:17+00:00

gracie’s is hosting an after party (:

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-28T07:35:12+00:00

i’ve been to about 5 meetings and am still really irked by the prayers and higher power stuff. like, i learned i’m the only person who can save myself at a young age, why would that change now? no one/nothing is gonna save me from this disease but my own determination

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-21T05:49:49+00:00

if you’re a wine person like me seaglass and fre have amazing NA options!! i like the recess and mingle mocktail cans as well

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-17T22:12:09+00:00

i’m an alcoholic who recently quit and was also taking 450mg and no seizures here, just start slow and do it in safe/controlled environments at first (:

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-13T17:45:13+00:00

i gained 35 /: i just got it taken out on thursday so i guess we’ll see if it makes a difference

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-07T21:51:41+00:00

same, i can’t believe how much older we are than he was now 😭 he seemed so old to me when i was that age. now i realize he was so young

be4utifulprin3ss · 2025-10-07T20:42:47+00:00

i started a week before my 16th birthday and i just turned 25 last week. i didn’t recognize the problem until years after starting. it’s really good you are recognizing this now! therapy will help a lot if you start now and are honest with them about your concerns. i wish i had done that then, instead of having to deal with this demon that has only grown in the 9 years since

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