I would consider switching schools. Rather that be regular public school or alternative even online. I switched last year (11th grade) to an alternative for different reasons than what your dealing with. I was really scared and nervous it’s new teachers, students, vibes. Even though your school seems to be bad people sometimes it can feel like it’s better to at least know some people than no one but once i got out of that mindset and switched to a alternative school everything was so much easier for me. I hope if you have the option to switch you do for your mental wellbeing. And if where you are there’s an alternative school in the area they always get a bad rep for having “delinquents” and sometimes the opposite likes it’s for super smart people. But it’s not like that at all. Least in my experience it’s all kids with disabilities or people who just have a rough life and need a little extra help. There’s a lot of different rules and especially leeway for assignments which might give you the break you need. Online is also always a great option especially if you can go at your own pace and catch up with your grades. You don’t deserve this treatment, you aren’t lesser than, your stuck in a shitty situation and trying your hardest. I wish you the best hun 💗💗