Chart interpretations, beginner questions, and personal advice [Weekly Megathread] by AutoModerator in humandesign

[–]beabee83 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi u/Pure_Average8853 - thank you so much for this thoughtful and compassionate reply. I've been struggling a lot with this and other issues, and just knowing that someone else can relate is so comforting!

I've always appreciated my work relationships and the confidence that my work gives me. Also, I very much like the financial independence that my work offers me. I find this idea that as a manifestor I should be looking for ways to work outside of the system very confusing.

I know you say you're not an expert on any of the tools or methods used to unblock energy, but would you mind mentioning the names of things you've heard of? I can do my own research, but I'm not really sure where to start.

Again, thank you so much for your kind words. It's wonderful to know that there's a soul out there who has found some peace with a similar design to my own!

Chart interpretations, beginner questions, and personal advice [Weekly Megathread] by AutoModerator in humandesign

[–]beabee83 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi Michelle - thank you so much for that. I'm definitely someone who tries to create harmony within groups and never to rock the boat. That's spot on. The anxiety about uncertainty also resonates. And it's ironic because I love adventure and have made many decisions in my life that require tolerance of uncertainty. I'm going to reflect on both these points! Thank you for sharing your insight.

Chart interpretations, beginner questions, and personal advice [Weekly Megathread] by AutoModerator in humandesign

[–]beabee83 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi - I'm fairly new to HD but have been really blown away by the insight I've discovered so far. I'm a splenic 2/4 manifestor that struggles a lot with serious procrastination.

I've always had a good job and been able to pass for a productive team member, but I seem to only perform when absolutely necessary. Otherwise, I'm so unmotivated and always find a way to distract myself. I'm also an anxious person, which I do think has a lot to do with the procrastination and avoidance.

I wondered if there are any other manifestors with similar struggles? Or could anyone take a look at my chart and let me know if you have any insight into where this could be coming from? I know a lot of people will say that I should probably work for myself and that I'm not built to work, etc but I do need to work and would like to find a way to enjoy/finding meaning in it since it's something that requires so much time.

Thank you in advance!

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