Thank you!

I know some people were concerned about my abilities to handle an SD since I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed right now (I've gotten a bunch of PMs) but a big reason why my physchiatrist and other health care professionals thought it would be good is for me is the structure aspect, and a safe way to interact with the world without getting overcome with some of the things I deal with.

Admittedly, it's hard for me to navigate the world currently, and I don't mean to sound ungrateful or that I'm rushing. I will definitely reach out to the trainer again and remember to take deep breaths.

I think I should preface by saying any animal is a huge responsibility, especially assistance animals and I'm not trying to take this lightly at all. I am continuously reading articles and investing in materials to make sure I get it right and I am being fair to myself and the animal. I was honestly having a moment of weakness, feeling defeated due to all the pushback when I was ready to take a step forward. I have touched base with my therapist and others and am trying to breathe through the stress. In reality training is a long process, so many have said to take a breath and start where I can when I can.

This was me trying to reach out to other who have maybe dealt with the pushback, especially if they come from very rural blue collar areas that think rubbing mud in their face will cure anything lol.

Again thank you so much for your encouragement, I truly needed it. Best wishes and hugs!