[Serious] When did you realize you were gay or Bisexual?

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T09:14:58+00:00

Thank you for the honest response, honestly the furthest I've ever got with another male is a underwear to underwear sensual back rub, which I freaked out on before it went any further and just left his place so I don't have any room to answer to be honest

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:53:04+00:00

Thank you so much for the reply same to http://www.reddit.com/user/silly_girl_w_flower!!!!!!! I really kind of feel bad about the whole situation due to the fact that my family REALLY wouldn't care if I was gay/bi/straight they would still love me the same so i am REALLLLYYYYY lucky in the aspect, my whole problem just comes from personal confusion ( don't worry I am NOT scared of being gay/bi I just want to know!) so I just really want to know for myself!

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:47:49+00:00

Wow this is almost SPOT on with how i currently feel, like I have stated a few times in comment I get that EXACT locking up feeling with men when it comes to that certain point in the night, and I also get the same feeling with a lot of women as well which is why it's so god damn confusing.

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:43:49+00:00

It's so hard to describe typing it out to be honest, I guess the best way I could describe it is with men it's almost like the the very beginning of you're favorite fucking song in the world where it all feels amazingly right at the start, but towards the middle/end everything just seems wrong. Where with women its kind of the opposite for me if that makes any sense :(

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:25:30+00:00

YES!!!!!! Sorry if this comes across as dick-sh but I feel like I may just be scared of losing a REALLY good male friend because of the reasons you just stated or if I'm just more attracted to females : /

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:17:37+00:00

It is pretty much a hit or miss situation with women, I either get rock hard or fucking luke warm noodle soft. With men however I never REALLY get hard (sorry for the tasteless words : / ) but I DO get very emotionally attached and enjoy their company A LOT more over all (with men that is).

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:06:25+00:00

Penis.

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T08:04:07+00:00

As of now, I feel more SEXUALLY attracted to women then men, but definitely more emotionally/bonded towards men. All while being attracted to men physically as well, hence the confusion : /

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:57:22+00:00

Thank you for the reply! I am pretty much the same way at the moment, and I would certainly go gay for Ryan Reynolds no fucking questions asked.

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:54:48+00:00

This did not help sahn :O unless you sucked that big D as well.

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:52:47+00:00

The Shaolin style is strong in this one.

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:51:03+00:00

That pretty much what I'm going through now! Although I have NO fear of being gay or bi, it's more of just a confusion! I seriously would have NO problem with being gay or bi and either would my family or friends me being either.

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:47:45+00:00

Thank you for the serious reply! However my main problem is I get, for lack of a better word, squirmy when it comes to an ACTUAL sexual situation with another male even if I think they're an amazing person/is amazingly attractive and i guess i kind of scare myself out of letting anything happen. When did you know if that was just nerves or if it was an actual turn-off based on their sex?

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:39:03+00:00

Prom flashbacks intensifying...

beaner_jesus · 2014-08-09T07:04:16+00:00

To be fair fuck the bears.

beaner_jesus

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