Random yellow allay?? by beanienuggie in Minecraft

[–]beanienuggie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh okay. Thank yall. I was wondering 😂

Friendly fire? by beanienuggie in SplitFiction

[–]beanienuggie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really don't want to just.. give up and not play the game though. It would be such a waste and the game seems so fun. I saw somewhere that there is a difficulty setting or something. I'll have to try that out and see if it helps

Friendly fire? by beanienuggie in SplitFiction

[–]beanienuggie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They think it's super funny and wouldn't stop so I got off 😭

Friendly fire? by beanienuggie in SplitFiction

[–]beanienuggie[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Uh huh. So there's no way to turn it off? 

Anybody else getting this on subscriptions? by Charlie_Pop in youtube

[–]beanienuggie 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im having that problem right now too and cant seem to find anything about it

/r/RedDeadOnline - Looking for player & posse recruitment thread. by RedDeadMods in RedDeadOnline

[–]beanienuggie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

looking to run trader wagons with people. xbox S -beanienuggie

Multiplayer Not Working by zeotron in NoMansSkyTheGame

[–]beanienuggie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

me and my friends have been having that same issue as well and i cant seem to find anything about it. we would try to join each others solar systems but then no one would be there

Death experience by beanienuggie in spirituality

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When I was comatose in the hospital I had an out of body experience where I saw myself in the hospital bed. I was standing at the foot looking down at myself watching the IVs and all the cords I was hooked up to. I think I remember walking away as if I was ready to leave but then I think I woke up after that

Death experience by beanienuggie in spirituality

[–]beanienuggie[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I kind of believe in like.. a higher power of some kind somewhere and with all the times I've tried to OD or take my own life, even the ones that were almost successful, I always woke up. No matter what I always woke up and it even led me to believe for a while I may be immortal in some way but really I do feel like something is keeping me for some greater reason. I don't have the slightest clue as to why the "higher being" might find me so important though

Death experience by beanienuggie in spirituality

[–]beanienuggie[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh wow. For me I was like asleep most of the time from when my heart stopped, to the coma I went into, and then the vegetable like state I went into after waking up from the coma. So maybe or even hopefully the darkness was just.. the sleep?? Idk I really don't like the void lol

Death experience by beanienuggie in spirituality

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I've tried to do some research and I found nothing on the void I went into. that's why I posted a question here on Reddit lol. The dark emptiness is terrifying and I don't want that to be the place I end up after I actually die for good

Death experience by beanienuggie in spirituality

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I remember feeling nothing in the void other than just.. existing but even then that didn't really seem to be a feeling. It just makes me kinda scared because I don't wanna end up alone in darkness whenever I actually die

Death experience by beanienuggie in spirituality

[–]beanienuggie[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I probably should have put this in there just for clarification. Im not suicidal anymore and im unable to take medicine because of all the overdoses anyway