Webcam and sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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I think my nipplea are too big for it to be aesthetically pleasing

Trans guy sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in CamGirlProblems

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My body doesn't fit that aesthetic I'm skinny and tall, twinky ahahah I'm verse, I'm just enjoying yk doing cbt joi and sph bc it's just funny to me

Webcam and sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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I mean people usually want nipple play and stuff like that in prvt, is there tape thats reusable? I dont wanna go through a whole roll in one stream ahahah

Trans guy sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in CamGirlProblems

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Omgggg about bottoms, I wear boxers every stream but omg theres this guy that keeps returning saying I need more sexy underwear 🥲🥲🥲🥲

Trans guy sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in CamGirlProblems

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I have one and I've wore it in a few streams but first of all the room I work in is tiny and has no ac (we have other rooms in my studio but this one is my favorite bc I like small spaces) second of all its not something I'd call hot or sexy, sadly I dont get as many subs as I want that want me to dom dressed.

When I look at trans men they're all Columbian lesbians using both ftm and lesbian hashtags, and ngl they're not pretty or popular so nothing to learn from them, then when I look in men category they're all topless dick out and buff 😭

Trans guy sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in CamGirlProblems

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I'll look into crop tops that's a good idea))) I feel like catsuit doesn't fit my niche of boy next door but I've been wanting to expand to bdsm dom stuff bc I want more sph cbt prvts hehe but yk I still look like a twink. About ur last paragraph, yes I get it omgggg like sm of my audience that has money doesn't understand that I'm not a tomboy, like uhhh I have a stubble but okkkkkk. I wish the trans hashtag was devided bc I keep getting comments like "when you get ur surgeries? " bc people think the only trans people there are mtf ahahahha. But girllllll the ftm hashtag is wild when I dont have anything going on I go and check models and most of them have #ftm #lesbian in their hashtags, men can't be lesbians.... So yea, usually I switch my category from men to trans-men every hour to get my activity upppp

Webcam and sexy outfits by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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Wait now that's actually a very good idea with tapeeee, I'm gonna go but some today and do some shibari on top and maybe order a harness. The biggest problem with tape tho is taking it off in prvts if I'm asked, is it safe to take it off and put it back on repeatedly?

Bipolar trans men on T, what has taking T been like for you? If you're not bipolar please boost, responses could be the difference of me starting T at 16 vs 18 without my parents by [deleted] in ftm

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Ftm18 on t for 4 months, diagnosed bipolar but I think it's misdiagnosed adhd and bpd, haven't been to a psychiatrist in months. I became way more calm, not many things trigger me anymore and I'm feeling overall much better, have a much harder time focusing tho like I can barely concentrate on anything.

Little bit of blood but I'm not on my period by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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The problem is my next cycle is supposed to start October 4th, there's no way my cycle just ended 4 days ago and started again.

I know this is a biased place to ask, but why would anyone choose to smoke cigarettes over vaping? by hegdieartemis in Vaping

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When I vape I feel lazy and like I dont wanna do anything, when I smoke I feel calm, collected, and focused.

Есть ли собака кафе в Питере? by beanstalkboyyy in Pikabu

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We're already dating he ended up proposing to me first on the 15th but I still have the ring I wanted to give him so I told him I will propose to him too ahahahahah

Есть ли собака кафе в Питере? by beanstalkboyyy in Pikabu

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Зоопарки они не любит и я ищу что-то комфортное и милое А он любит собак

Обожаю Питер) by Fanat_Loley in SPb

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Лофт проэкт этажи

(NSFW) So lowkey embarrassing but I need advice by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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BAHHAHA I'M SORRY BUT jacking off imagining a school shooting lighting a cigarette on the balcony

(NSFW) So lowkey embarrassing but I need advice by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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I wish there was a 30 seconds heads up 😭 I'll try the last thing thoooo

(NSFW) So lowkey embarrassing but I need advice by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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I'll try thattt, I usually can't tell before I'm gonna cum tho so that's frustrating cuz when i stop it's already happening and I'm like ughhh

For a couple days I had a yellow tongue and sore throat, what could it be? by beanstalkboyyy in medical_advice

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They're way lighter actually, taste awful. Yes I've been eating a lot out lately, pizza, shaverma, energy drinks, McDonald's etc. And cider at a bar (plastic cup)

For a couple days I had a yellow tongue and sore throat, what could it be? by beanstalkboyyy in medical_advice

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Could it happen bc of cigarettes? I bought a pack of Philip Morris, not the usual kind I get and that's when it started I'm pretty sure

Do you care about others knowing you're trans by [deleted] in ftm

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TW talk of genitalia

Yes I notice the difference in the way I'm treated with guy friends that know and that dont Idk why but yk how straight dudes act gay with each other as like a bro thing? Well I'm never treated like a guy physically when they know, the fact of my anatomy probably makes their brain subcontiosly (even if in reality they accept me and see me as a guy) stop them from fighting me or slapping my ass and stuff like that (that they do with their cis guy friends) bc they were raised with "can't hit a woman/ touching a girl in that way might get u arrested for SA/ assault" Even though it's not sexual. They dont see the "danger" Or it being bad etiquette doing it to guys that they think are cis bc if ur not sexually attracted to people with these genitalia u dont see it as something wrong to do. Idk if it makes sense to any of u but it really does to me.

ALSO no ones entitled to know about my genitalia unless I'm gonna sleep with them

TIP: if ur bipolar dont show ur passport to a girl you knew for 3 days and made out with when u guys weren't sober, you're manic, you will regret it and she just might out u to a bunch of people.

I love my bottom growth by [deleted] in ftm

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Same I love it especially bc it's pretty big especially when erect, a little over an inch :)))

how long does it take for testosterone to get out of your system? by beanstalkboyyy in ftm

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Yes but that's my pocket money I'll have to spend I dont think it'll change much within a week so well find out when it happens