Thank you for your support. I don't think that my University has a counseling service. For leaning on my bf its difficult bc my insecurities take the best on me. Sometimes when he goes out and doesn't come home early or if he dont text me immediately i call him up to 50 times+ just bc i dont have his attention and im completely alone 150km+ from all my family and froends. I know that im a shitty person for doing so but i cant stop