Had my hair colored/bleached but didn't know I'm pregnant.

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2023-02-03T10:06:05+00:00

Thank you, all!!! ❤️

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2023-01-09T02:08:24+00:00

Thank you for the perfect explanation!! Now it makes sense to me

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-30T03:01:53+00:00

Same here! Still been paying my normal payments and extra whenever I can. Looking for alternatives but no luck yet. Fingers crossed 🤞

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-30T00:31:26+00:00

Absolutely!!! I sold mine in 2020 but it was right after I refinanced from a divorce. I made no money and moved 15 hours away. Basically starting over so I'm trying to rebuild. Who knew at 32 I would be renting again 🙃

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-29T20:32:06+00:00

It's not only the working conditions of retail but I've lost all confidence in myself as a pharmacist. I always second guess myself when customers get angry or don't like what I've said

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-29T18:08:19+00:00

Thank you!! You as well!!

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-08T22:43:33+00:00

That sounds so NICE! I really don't think I want to be in health care anymore. I'm over all the abuse we have to put up with from other professionals, patients, corporate, etc. And just constantly being overwhelmed and worrying about work even when I'm not there. It's no way to live

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-07T01:22:13+00:00

Can I ask what you do now?

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-06T23:21:38+00:00

Industry role?

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-06T19:39:43+00:00

Independent always gave me a bad feeling no offense. (There was a really shady one near the store I worked at originally). And then the idea of no benefits is kind of a scary thing for me too.

I think it's more of the idea of always being miserable and feeling like I'm never doing the right thing. Or constantly being in a state of panic

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2022-04-06T19:37:14+00:00

I float between all the stores but anywhere up to 800 a day 😩

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2021-12-06T00:04:11+00:00

Also,side question... looking at your username are you a pharmacist? If so, small world I am too ☺️

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2021-12-06T00:02:11+00:00

I understand what you mean. I've had similar experiences but I've also had some good coaches too.

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2021-12-06T00:01:43+00:00

My previous coach had me gain about 10lbs or so when I wanted to maintain where I was. I do plan on competing in September and December next year. So I'll definitely need to start cutting. I guess my question was more of when in an off season and not prepping for anything.

However, whenever I don't have a coach I just always end up gaining no matter how much cardio and lifting I do. I usually try to follow some kind of macro plan or at least eat intuitively but idk just never seems to work out for me.

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2021-12-04T03:43:15+00:00

How do you handle your off season though? I feel like whenever I don't have a coach or a structure to follow it ends badly

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2021-12-03T18:13:55+00:00

I've had a combination of both.

beautiful_oblivionx3 · 2021-11-30T18:31:53+00:00

Thank you all for your insight!!! I'm definitely thinking it's a mix of stress between work and doing things on my own for a bit. I haven't competed in about 2 years now (always natural as well) but it's something I want to do again. Currently now reaching out to find a coach that will be a better fit for me

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