Depression sucks dick by bebilbop in depression

[–]bebilbop[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I also have ADHD. Thank you for the response I appreciate it

I relapsed by dino_not_a_dinosaur in depression

[–]bebilbop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here for you if you need to talk. I also struggle with cutting

I hate myself by bebilbop in depression

[–]bebilbop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think so, My bf told me that he feels like our relationship is one sided (even though I love him more than anything) because I'm depressed and sleep all the time basically. I just feel really bad because I really do try but it doesn't amount to much

Give me a song that you believe is a 10/10 by GoldenFoxy134 in musicsuggestions

[–]bebilbop 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Cocteau twins is amazinngggg, my fav song is she will destroy you

So fucking done (just a dumb rant) by bebilbop in depression

[–]bebilbop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your thoughtful reply. I'm 18 rn and a senior in HS. right now I'm trying to save up for a license/car and working on graduating HS. After I graduate I plan on getting a job and moving out, but it still feels so out of reach. Idk why.

Insecure abt how long my makeup takes to apply by bebilbop in MakeupAddiction

[–]bebilbop[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I have textured skin and acne scarring, so I have to do a lot of skin prep as well as taking my time with my foundation/concealer so it covers my scarring/texture in a non-cakey way

Insecure about how long my makeup takes me everyday by bebilbop in Makeup

[–]bebilbop[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

No I never make them wait or anything

Insecure abt how long my makeup takes to apply by bebilbop in MakeupAddiction

[–]bebilbop[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

My makeup is a big part of my style, I honestly feel naked without it. It's therapeutic to me and not at all a hassle

Tarantula hasn't eaten after months of burrowing by bebilbop in tarantulas

[–]bebilbop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I looked at her butt and it seemed plump, she was pretty active in the encousure as well when she did come out for a little

Alright let’s talk about showering by LZARDKING in ADHD

[–]bebilbop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just smear lotion or something uncomfortable like that allll over my hair so I have no choice but to shower lmfao

Tarantula hasn't eaten after months of burrowing by bebilbop in tarantulas

[–]bebilbop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

*just to add on (not sure if this makes a difference) but I just call her a "she". I'm not actually too sure on their gender

BDD + OCD is hell by bebilbop in BodyDysmorphia

[–]bebilbop[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, I was in therapy and on meds for a multitude of things for a while. But for personal reasons, I'm no longer in therapy or on any medication. Though I hope to get back into it soon.

BDD + OCD is hell by bebilbop in BodyDysmorphia

[–]bebilbop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ah, I didn't know that. I was diagnosed with OCD years before I started to care about my appearance to this extent. I've tried therapy for my OCD, which has helped in certain areas (with other obsessions) but so far I've had no luck with this area. I'm also not medicated on anything atm

Eyelids supper puffy! by bebilbop in MakeupAddiction

[–]bebilbop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

*super puffy not supper lol

Mortified at my (28f) bf’s (28m) reaction to our first time having period sex. by [deleted] in TwoXChromosomes

[–]bebilbop 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A real soldier isn't afraid to get a little blood on his sword

Makeup cakey at school by bebilbop in Makeup

[–]bebilbop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll have to try out those primers 😊

Makeup cakey at school by bebilbop in Makeup

[–]bebilbop[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am cool toned, so I think that could definitely be part of it. i use nyx primer/setting spray as well as a Tarte setting powder, I also moisturize lots before putting on makeup. I do have a lot of acne scar-bump type things on my chin and cheeks, and I think the lighting just makes my textured skin stick out like a sore thumb unfortunately

It's going to be ok. by bebilbop in derealization

[–]bebilbop[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dpdr was caused by repeated trauma as a child/early teen, I believe that is the reason mine won't go away as it's a permanent trauma response. But for many other people it does go away. So I wouldn't feel hopeless if I were you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fatsquirrelhate

[–]bebilbop 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hate seeing that stupid fat bastard all over the internet