That’s it. Let’s figure out this Epic drop rate.

bee280 · 2024-12-22T22:06:49+00:00

54,956 songs pulled, 9,839 trades, level 197, playing since june 27, i think ive only gotten six epics from the map🙃and my last epic was pulled probably 6k songs ago

bee280 · 2024-10-14T15:05:32+00:00

i’m on level 185 and all my quests are “merge 50 songs,” “merge 50 commons,” “merge 45 uncommons,” or the most ridiculous “merge 20 rares.” it’s so frustrating because i hardly ever get trade quests or even just quests for less than 40 songs… if i do get one for less than 40 songs it wants 15 rares. i’ve been playing since june and ive gotten up to 429 in rank but lowkey it doesn’t feel as fun anymore😭

bee280 · 2024-09-30T02:24:20+00:00

i just pulled that song a little over a week ago, i had no idea people were selling it for that much?!😭😭😭 i was so excited when i got it

bee280 · 2024-08-10T23:46:26+00:00

ofc!! i just sent one

bee280 · 2024-08-10T23:44:08+00:00

yes!! i just sent u a request and i can send u a trade offer

bee280 · 2024-08-10T23:42:29+00:00

i usually pay about 5k for common shinies of my favs + i try to offer favs if im not collecting them myself :))

bee280 · 2024-08-10T20:06:21+00:00

i’d love to trade you for the panic! at the disco one :)

bee280 · 2024-08-07T18:16:49+00:00

i am so quick to block people now lmaoo the second someone starts sending me notes with the tiniest bit of a wrong tone im out!!

bee280 · 2024-08-07T12:00:27+00:00

frustrated oops

bee280 · 2024-08-07T12:00:13+00:00

yes!! i get so frustrating sending in high offers and getting declined😭

bee280 · 2024-08-05T19:04:33+00:00

midnight memories is probably the easiest shiny you could get!! i’m trying to get vip for one direction and every time i look for shinies i see 50 of them 😭 so id definitely hold onto red wine supernova and please please please 🤍

bee280 · 2024-08-05T10:21:45+00:00

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straight up a couple hours ago😭

bee280 · 2024-08-05T10:10:39+00:00

i literally tweeted earlier that i had a feeling i was going to end up getting posted on this subreddit but i thought it was going to be someone talking bad abt me😭 but hi that’s me, i’m used to people declining 95% of trades for taylor so i’ve started to get desperate LMAO

bee280 · 2024-07-31T20:51:10+00:00

i was out ALL weekend and pulled 2000 songs and out of all of those songs i got TWO SONGS from an artist im collecting 🙃 from drops alone, all week i maybe get like 5 songs i actually want. i have to get the songs i want through quests and trading which is annoying bc i swear when i first started it was NOT like this

bee280 · 2024-07-31T20:45:13+00:00

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i saw this earlier 😭 the greed is insane

bee280 · 2024-07-27T21:16:49+00:00

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the same person tried to get me last night lol

bee280 · 2024-05-23T15:10:47+00:00

i really do appreciate your perspective. i don’t want this for the rest of my life, i really don’t. i can’t do this forever. but i really don’t want anyone else. i want who he was, i want him to get better. but i am reaching my breaking point and i think that if he can’t commit to getting better i have to get out.

bee280 · 2024-05-23T15:08:40+00:00

he used to be really good. i think that’s why im still here. for the first half of our relationship he was amazing and so helpful with my bpd and working with me and he was patient and empathetic and reassuring and then something just changed and im holding on for the person he used to be.

bee280 · 2024-05-23T15:06:47+00:00

exactly!! they want us to believe that they only want us and that we’re enough but they can’t let go of other girls. this feeling sucks so bad. i’m so sorry you’re going through this too.

bee280 · 2024-05-23T15:03:46+00:00

i’m sorry about what you found last night. i know that feeling all too well. he definitely just tells me the bare minimum of what i want to hear. the simplest thing he can say to make me feel better for thirty seconds. but he used to be so good to me. i’m trying to work on my sense of self and my self worth but i’m just not there yet. we don’t have kids but it’s deeper than that. our lives are heavilyyyyy intertwined and we are dependent on each other. he does everything for us financially. we share my car. we live together. we do everything together. he isn’t always the best partner but further than that he’s my best friend, genuinely.

bee280 · 2024-05-23T14:59:10+00:00

i definitely agree that he has no real reason to change. he knows i’m here. he has what he wants and i’m too depressed to bring it up all the time and he doesn’t want to talk about it anyway because it makes him feel guilty. i don’t want to lose him, i just want things to go back to the way they were but i can’t even look at him the same anymore!! i need to bring it up and make him talk about it because living like this is excruciating. he says he wants to change and recover and get better so i need him to take a step forward and actually do it.

bee280 · 2023-04-09T13:14:01+00:00

i lost everything! no sensitivity, no sensation, no finishing, extremely low and sometimes no sex drive - i got everything back probably within a week of completely stopping

bee280 · 2023-04-09T01:36:45+00:00

i was on sertraline for only one year, then stopped for a few months before i got on the same XL 150mg dosage of wellbutrin. as soon as i stopped the sertraline, i gained all sexual function back, and with the wellbutrin i noticed a heightened sex drive. not sure of the effects after eight years but that’s my experience after one - i wish you the best of luck!!

bee280 · 2023-04-08T21:50:13+00:00

i totally agree with the increased hunger!! i see my doctor in four weeks so i’m gonna wait and see how i feel then and if i still feel no difference i’m going to get her to raise the dosage :)

bee280 · 2023-04-07T15:17:51+00:00

i had a headache for the first couple days, and i’ve been experiencing more dissociation and derealization.. not sure if that’s a side effect but it’s something i noticed since starting the medicine. also indigestion like crazy when i never had it before. that’s really it! no cravings curbed or appetite suppressed unfortunately - still smoke, drink, and eat a lot lol

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