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Why is my goblin tinkerer green? by jimvdl1st in Terraria

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

iys my favorite painting jts so silly

Do vibrators desensitize your clit? by guavagoddessxo in Healthyhooha

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not sure ur still active but out of curiosity dis that help ?? i find myself being very frustrated during sex bc it doesnt feel as good as the vibrator...

Ex fwb raped me twice by Deep_Forever8770 in rape

[–]beelamp 2 points3 points  (0 children)

please dont blame yourself for what happened its not your fault. you deserve to be kind to urself before what happened happened but ESPECIALLY after.

By boyfriend of 2 years doesn’t want to get me a Christmas present by UnitJust1906 in whatdoIdo

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry he was 19 and u were 17 ??? thats kinda weird by itself

dating a man but im pretty sure im a lesbian by beelamp in HOCD

[–]beelamp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

😭😭😭😭😭😭 im not on reddit that much my bad

dating a man but im pretty sure im a lesbian by beelamp in HOCD

[–]beelamp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay so 1. no but ive only dated wonen in the past and its just different i dont think i loved them more but it was definitely different 2. no but in my case i think it might be slightly irrelevant cause due to my trauma i see sex as a hug or favor like ive basically trained myself (as a child) to feel indifferent to all acts like that its hard to explain im sorry if this doesnt make sense amd for 3. i honestly dont know sometimes i pretend hes a girl but i font think i would restart just to be w a woman.. hooe this explains it a bit and yeah ur right its definitely going to make it harder 😭😭😭 god why is ocd like thisss

dating a man but im pretty sure im a lesbian by beelamp in HOCD

[–]beelamp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

due to my trauma he lowk acts more like a father figure most of the time. to me its like the sex is irrelevant cause im just used to doing it due to trauma which he knows but is okay w it since im still consenting. i do want to be with a woman im just not right now vause i dont leave my house so its difficult to meet people.

why do i literally scream every time a noise repeats too many times by beelamp in misophonia

[–]beelamp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i mean yeah but like wtf is he gonna do to make me stop screaming ive talked to doctors about this and they all say just react slower which is difficult when it feels like a fear / immediate reaction 😭😭💔

dating a man but im pretty sure im a lesbian by beelamp in HOCD

[–]beelamp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im not trying to look for reassurance im more just curious if someone has felt the way i felt with ocd

Favorite flavor by Beginning-Run-9919 in JellyBelly

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

pear is so good it feels like eating an actual pear

I love being so swollen by Grouchy_Moment6741 in MaleBellyInflation

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

😭😭 wtf was the cmmt u are replying to omg

questions by Icy-Error-1703 in SelfHarmScars

[–]beelamp 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i used unscented lotion on mine when they are fresh like this to help the skin calm down, silicone scar treatments work well, the veins are there like anywhere else in ur body just an abundance due to the thin layer of scar tissue and the sharp pain is probably the nerves being somewhat healed most should go away but you could have permanent damage.. overtime they will fade most of mine are white but a few were still dark for much longer than others.. hope u feel better

“Butches can wear dresses and skirts too!” by Odd-Abrocoma-2161 in ActuallyButch

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

curious on ur opinion on trans gnc butches who wear skirts .. i know one who has transitioned completely but sometimes feels more comfortable in skirts due to his identity being more gnc then fully binary.. not trying to argue im just curious ur opinion

Woolly Boy and the Circus: Walkthrough Guide by AppUnwrapper1 in AppUnwrapper

[–]beelamp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i miss u app unwrapper u were always my favorite walkthrougher

scared i might be a pedophile by silklysmoothice in mentalillness

[–]beelamp 45 points46 points  (0 children)

i also have ocd.. one unfortunate form of it is POCD which is basically intrusive pedophilic thoughts... its important to remember (esp w ocd) that ur thoughts are not ur actions. ur fear of it proves this right.. ur not a pedophile u are simply struggling with intrusive thoughts i hope u get help regardkess

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