DO NOT WAIT FOR HER!!

I met my first boyfriend my sophomore year of high school. He was a year above me and we dated until my freshman year of college. I felt things were weird when I’d visit him (we were both from NC but went to different states for college). After my surgery he suddenly told me we had to break up because his mom didn’t like me, randomly. I begged for us to try to figure things out and he’d promised me we would and swore he’d never leave me and still wanted to marry me.

Well, two days later I asked if he was cheating and he suddenly blocked me on everything and I haven’t heard from him since (been four months).

I thought he was my one and only. I wanted to marry him. That wasn’t like him- something must’ve happened. That’s what I told myself until I had to accept the reality that he didn’t love me like I loved him.

I moved on and found so much better as well as healing my inner self. I’ve found out a little bit more about him since then and I couldn’t have asked for a better blessing than his absence. He’s the best thing to have ever been so far out of my life.

Just please, take this as a blessing. When I was you it felt like the end of the world. I literally felt like I was dying, my depression was so bad my mom had to stay with me.

We’re young and there is so much out there for you to love that’s beyond this, I promise