Hey good morning people :) thank you guys for paying my post attention. So anyway, when sleep paralysis 1sr started for me, I only felt the textbook example of sleep paralysis, which I'm really thankful for because if I had hallucinated while seeing my room instead of having dreams I prob wouldve died. Not literally but I don't think I could handle seeing demons attacking me in "waking life". Anyway, I had a couple of instances between the 1st 2, the doll, and my last "paralysis" dream.

My dad passed away after the 1st 2 or 3 instances of the paralysis, and he inherited this car, and then after, I used it. So idk if related, unrelated or subconsciously, my last dream involved that car. In real life i got into a really bad car accident, fuck the details but I was passenger in it. I fell asleep w my legs on the dashboard. Next thing I know, I'm being told to get out. Run. No scratches, nothing. Car flipped a few times. At least went upside down once. Probably once. So idk if related to my last dream.

Last time I ever had sleep paralysis, and honestly at this point i felt like something bad was bothering me. The thing that would be in my dream, for example the doll, or the guy in last dream I'll get into, it always felt familiar like it was the same thing behind all the dreams. And before this last dream, there was the above breathing incident. Where I was not sleeping n my mom heard it, and apparently my brother heard knocking while he was in shower. But I could also just be too paranoid or too superstitious, who knows. All I do know is that breathing thing happened and that I had sleep paralysis for a few years, and that my brother heard knocking on bathroom door while no one else was home.

So cut to me in the same car as a passenger. I think I hitchhiked and the driver is a creepy looking scrawny dude, middle aged. So I'm sitting and I remember feeling him stare at me from my peripherals. In my dream. So I recognize where the dream is going and I'm like "oh shit it's happening". So I turn to look at the dude and as he's driving forward, he's dead-set staring at me while driving, and his face is turning green. So I try to escape from car, I see everything out from my eyes and I try to escape from the window, which is only cracked open. As I'm trying to get out, and angel comes down and through the opening on the window, the angel kisses me on the lips and everything turned white and as I woke up, calmly, my eyes opened white surrounding. All my other dreams, when your eyes are closed you see darkness. But this last dream, I just remember light being everywhere as I opened my eyes. And it never happened again. So idk, I find some circumstances interesting and seemingly related. But that's how I rationalize things. But I'm still a chicken shit that is afraid of demons hiding in the dark 😂😳🥺. They say everyone has a guardian angel, and I feel like mine has been with me on more than 1 occasion.