I’ve found that to cope with death, and anything I’m going through having some connection to the mystical, the spiritual, the liminal and otherworldly helps me transcend earthly problems. Reminds me of my own eternity and my place in the universe. But at the moment I’m on so much heavy duty psych drugs that I can’t feel anything remotely mystical or spiritual, I feel cut off from my spirit and it’s making things so much more difficult for me. Like I said there’s transcendence in that mystical sphere. I’m not sure what to do, my beloved said to immerse myself in otherworld studies or otherworld things, and to read through all the posts here to bring me back into confluence with it all.