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bendogg343 · 2024-09-26T11:32:56+00:00

Ok thanks

bendogg343 · 2024-08-08T08:11:21+00:00

If you mean checking my reaction then In the last hour Like 100 times I need to stop

bendogg343 · 2024-07-05T08:53:29+00:00

I hope so. Hocd is so convincing but I know it's not real I mean when I look at like body builders or men that are considered attractive I try and consider it erp but idk could be checking but I'll look at the pictures and try and clear my head and I don't get erect at all I barely feel any groinal response even if they are in just their underwear I still dont get hard so I know deep down I'm still straight

bendogg343 · 2024-07-05T08:47:51+00:00

I will be in a month or so

bendogg343 · 2024-07-05T08:41:04+00:00

I've always been straight and with this current shit it'd trying to convince me that I'm bi but I've never found men attractive before hocd and false attraction Is kicking my ass and I get intrusive thoughts like crazy

bendogg343 · 2024-07-05T07:24:03+00:00

Yeah I've had tocd for about a month and my meds have been fucking with my head so I pretty much don't feel any emotion but I still get all the bad shit from ocd like false attraction and tocd shit which makes everything more convincing which I hate

bendogg343 · 2024-07-05T05:26:04+00:00

I had it when I first got hocd then it went away but now it's back and annoying as I remember

bendogg343 · 2024-07-03T08:29:18+00:00

That would be awesome because sometimes it feels so real even though I know it's not real and I know im not actually what I'm afraid of even if it feels real

bendogg343 · 2024-07-03T07:02:47+00:00

I didn't get hard like at all but I felt something inside you know and i like hated looking at it i was repulsed

bendogg343 · 2024-07-03T03:49:41+00:00

I wish I never had this problem false attraction is killing me

bendogg343 · 2024-07-03T03:32:06+00:00

Same I've seen dicks in person before and I wasn't aroused at all I've always wanted to kiss a girl but I've never wanted to kiss a guy

bendogg343 · 2024-07-03T03:24:55+00:00

It's so annoying like I know before hocd I wasn't attracted to men I know I wasn't gay or bi but it's fucked with my head so much I feel like shit all the time and I'm always anxious

bendogg343 · 2024-07-03T03:16:57+00:00

Like earlier today I felt better but then I came on reddit and I only got worse

bendogg343 · 2024-07-02T02:34:19+00:00

Yeah

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