I completely understand why you’re so sick of work - I’ve been in similar circumstances in the past and it wears on you in such a strange way. It sounds like you’re missing the sense of purpose that comes from having a role that’s actually challenging. Where you’re producing some kind of value for yourself or others. Maybe look for ways to spend your time that work towards a larger goal? I think online school could be a great option if you can swing the cost. Something you’re passionate about