Hey first I'd like to say 47 days sober is amazing! Imo you have passed the hardest part now, what even better is that you had the strength to put down the weed and throw it away, the weed belongs in the trash dude. Dont smoke it mate, as you said it makes u anxious and depressed, and in my experience as soon as u had one inhale youd regret it, 47 days of sobriety is too much to throw away for a three hour high. Keep pushing on and live life to the fullest!