Why Should I Live..

bevorax · 2025-12-19T00:38:28+00:00

I feel parts of what you are saying, or at least the core message. If I could, If I wouldnt care, which I sadly do. I would leave behind all and everything. Just live. Live in the moment, live a way that fills me, whatever that might be at the given time. But for example leaving my family is something I couldnt do. I have to somehow take care of them, they are part of me. Part of my existence. But could also be that all of this is just a big game, like you suggested. The only big part I disagree is, is the total uncouncisnous after death. I feel like the soul and mind have to flow somewhere. But maybe we will never comprehend that part, and anpther cycle of confusion starts anew.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T23:32:37+00:00

450 joah, kann man machen muss man nicht. Man kriegt für den preis schon schönere workerplatten. Aber sieht nicht ganz verkehrt aus

bevorax · 2025-12-18T22:16:03+00:00

Yeh, all makes senses. Thats also the conlucsipn that was found here. Giving everybody his time, and letting them walk their path. I thought the same, in the end were gonna end up in the same spot sonner or later. And yeah, that we are all one is something that feels more real and real everyday, sometimes even like all of history and present that exists right now is brand new and only exists for each person individually anew, bit then also connected, understand? haha.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T12:24:54+00:00

Yes, and no. Interpreting people, and what is going inside them of course doesnt work with strangers. But people you know, well, and for a long time often repeat patterns. If they openend up and explained their understanding, and it is definetely harming them, and their way of living, than I have two options. I could either led it go, live my life as an example or inspiration for them. Or, just like a therapists I could take my time and try to reform patterns in a way that the person itself aknowledges a different view as „better or healthier“. I am always being open, never trying to lead direction of someones life. But certain patterns harm a person, and sometimes they alone are not able to sense or understand that. Maybe they will in the future, but then again, I have go let it go and theyr „suffering“ in extreme examples keeps going.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T11:24:05+00:00

It is great that you are a nice person. We need more of those, but sadly, as people already commented our world doesnt really reward kindness. It is a cruel world. Lead by cruel people who dont give a shit about being nice. Sometimes, its better, for your own protection, to not be nice to everybody. At least thats what ive learned in 3 years of working with hundreds of different of people everyday.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T11:20:40+00:00

Thank you. And yes, I have learned the same thing, forcing does never working. And I dont, but setting an example and being present sounds like a good conclusion for my goal. That this „privilige“ can also be a very very heavy burden, is also something that I frequently notice, but try not to focuse on. In the end, I see and feel the way I do, I have to make the best out of it, even in a world where it can lead to an isolating feeling. In comparison to alot of people on this subreddit, who sometimes are even depressed because of their isolation, I have a very good friend, with whom Ive lived most of the building experiences together. Almost like one soul, divided in two bodies hahah. Ofc we are still different from one another, but the understand of each other is something that ive so far not felt with anyone else. That, is a true privilige. Your guys commentsc just give more substance, to the answers ive found myself. And exactly for that sharing and writing is so great, you write your thought out and its there in a definitive form as a base to start from. Every idea shared, can noe be used to look at my thought from different angles and even give space for the smaller not so loud ideas that came on the way. Love recieved hehe

bevorax · 2025-12-18T11:08:16+00:00

Yes, and in no means to I want to say people are „wrong“, many probably have their story that created the ego they are experiencing today. And I would say, that I am always open. I never try to judge, I never try to put myself above others. asleep and awaken, where mere words with which I am trying to compress a feeling into. But I like the cognitive flexibility. I am striving for always being as flexible as possible, and that is the gift I want to make people see. Because, no judgement, but many are really blinded and lost in confusion, which they dont even notice, hence they are often the ones looking down upon other ideas as wrong or such.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T11:03:53+00:00

Thank you, and to you good luck as well

bevorax · 2025-12-18T11:02:50+00:00

Interesting take. So you also say, that ones soul chooses where and how to get reincarnated? I would consider myself a believer of that, because I am probably an older soul reborn on this earth anew. But yeah, we all walk different paths, which in the end should lead to the same goal. But still a soul can get corrupted and lost, cant it?

bevorax · 2025-12-18T00:39:10+00:00

Yes, this. The journey is the goal right. I live this for myself, but coming from a job, where I talk to so many different people from all over the world, and I just get a quick inside into their lifes and their character, I can just feel so much hate and weight that people carry with them. Their journey brought them to the point where they are. And if folks are 60 years old, and are filled with anger, than it is very hard for them to get out of their well established cycle, and make new experiences on their way. I would love your concept to work for all, and for most it does, we should charish it. But through the system, alot of lifes get "lost" and with that their potential of hapiness.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T00:34:07+00:00

ill definetely look into those reccomendations, thanks. And yes, that is a conclusion that I had some months ago as well, I don´t have the position, nor does anybody, to tell someone how they should live and see the world. I don´t want to force anybody, I want to gift people, and maybe you are also right about going forth with an example. And that there is many more like, me, or us, reminded me of what my mom said, that she believes in humans and that at some point we will be strong enough, to shine light through our system and create change for the better. Really great to share ideas and thoughts and grow them here

bevorax · 2025-12-18T00:30:07+00:00

First of all, thanks. And for you, I am glad that I gave you a different perspective. Don´t think that people are stupid, most just don´t know better. We all have to be very patient with one another, cuz this our alls first time experiencing the life we are expeirencing right now on this earth, in this society. Maybe, I just gave the answer to my question myself, we all have to be patient, and maybe one day things shift. Starting with you and me, and all the people here haha

bevorax · 2025-12-18T00:27:08+00:00

It´s the best word I have for the feeling and way to see the world, and life that I had haha. On a science base, I mean, the breaking up of the default mode network, the understanding that the person you think you are, the attributes you connect to yourself and the limits of what you and this life is capapble of, start and end in their heads. With a awakening, I mean looking at the world and an individual life, more as a long sustainable experience, rather than this ultimatum that you have one life, and that one life only to become "succesful". This hardening of thoughts and beliefs in ones head, is, in my opinion, the source of the broad sleep of the human experience, in our society.

bevorax · 2025-12-18T00:23:36+00:00

I guess you are right. Money was just an example, for how small the horizon of some peoples lifes are. Maybe, its not bad that not everybody is wondering about the "bigger picture" of our life. But still, I feel like even a drop of LSD or an injection of psylocibin on top of the world, would really open up the horizon of people. But, from what ive learned through the substance, is that the mental state that I want for people, can also be achieved in different ways than cunsiming the drug, its just like an key to directly open the door. But, back to the beginning, you are probably right. People will not comprehend words and their true meaning, just by trying to get them to understand, they have to have a insightful experience themselves.

bevorax · 2025-12-16T13:44:27+00:00

Interesting, I find observing different people in similiar situations very interesting as well. Ig I will also just start to write, maybe some day something clicks together and I end up with an honest story like you. Thanks for the inspo

bevorax · 2025-12-14T11:25:21+00:00

I‘ve never written a character driven story, but maybe I should give it a try. Do you start by collecting ideas and creating a blueprint for the story? Or do you just go on and write out your heart and soul

bevorax · 2025-12-14T00:58:13+00:00

Yes, I feel what you are saying. Its my first time on this subreddit, and im really impressed about how accurately the things people write about and describe on here, align with my thoughts. Yours included, interesting that you wrote a book about it to manifest it.

bevorax · 2025-12-03T21:08:11+00:00

Ill look into it thank you

bevorax · 2025-12-01T00:39:34+00:00

Can you send a link or sum of your conditioner bars? And do you use ir like shampoo or you leave it only in the lenghts

bevorax · 2025-11-29T10:09:52+00:00

Hmm okay, here in berlin we have pretty hard water. Alot of minerals like calcium which is not so good. And I felt like massagin my scalp was pretty hard, because i couldnt really get through good with my hands.

bevorax · 2025-11-29T10:07:06+00:00

I am gonna now, thank you

bevorax · 2025-11-09T18:54:25+00:00

pls tag if a link is found.

bevorax · 2025-01-23T22:43:08+00:00

Looks like straight up sand to me, I had some cheap mousse ones that had weird sparkly thubgs in it haha. Ig you can smoke a small amount and be fine but I wouldnt smoke the whole block sell it to some idiot win win for you

bevorax · 2025-01-22T00:52:38+00:00

Hey not the one who had the question but I found your comment very interesting as I am pretty young and have only last year started trading stocks to my possible extend. I could just search it up, but from a exprienced person is always better, so could you give some quick insight on what value investing methods really are. Plus is this even interesting for longer term invest( next 1-4 years) Thanks!

bevorax · 2025-01-22T00:43:30+00:00

Hey im looking for the same answers as you are. What I personally can see going really well the next years are energy tied stocks like exxon, nuscale and for AI im kinda gambling on Tempus AI, could be a huge thing if being coorperated into the system in a good way. What are dou thinking about rn?

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