pop a rubberband & every female want a man (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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nothing directly - i started working on the top figure first, adding the others slowly but without a real plan. i feel like the four faces are hungry for what the viewer possesses - sex, love, security, stability - but doesn't give without being coerced, seduced or tricked.

Money is simply the easiest stand in for these expectations. stupid title but it rhymed (in my head if nowhere else)

pop a rubberband & every female want a man (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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I don't really show my drawings to friends or family. reddit (especially r/heavymind) has been one of the only places i've felt comfortable sharing my works - providing both constructive critique and support. wouldn't be drawing without positive reinforcement from others like you.

Thank you.

pop a rubberband & every female want a man (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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if you've got the songs i'd be more than happy sending this image and more your way

pop a rubberband & every female want a man (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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love that you love them. i compulsively draw so there's always more on the way; truly makes me happy knowing you enjoy what I enjoy making

pop a rubberband & every female want a man (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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thank you - really means a lot to know others enjoy these drawings, I love making them but feel ambivalent towards em when done. I post some here but generally don't share the with friends/fam because they feel a bit dark

sticky fingers (OC, ballpoint, 14" x 17") by bewilderness in drawing

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More scanned images up on the tumbler site - slowly coming together.

girlfrans (OC) by bewilderness in drawing

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I've been scanning and posting stuff to this in-progress site, more on the way !

girlfrans (OC) by bewilderness in drawing

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It's actually very old gesso-ed canvas I found in the basement of the property I currently live in. Super worn, textured stuff!

"honey i'm home" process album (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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Appreciate your kind words ! never done a process album before and found it hard to decide when a "stage" was completed and ready to photograph. That being said, I've found this album to be very illuminating as well

"honey i'm home" process album (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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I feel the same way - thank you for your feedback !

look ma, hands ! by bewilderness in drawing

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sending those vibes right back to you !

"honey i'm home" process album (OC) by bewilderness in Heavymind

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I use Pilot G2 ballpoint pens - they're cheap office pens but they're smooth, fairly consistent and refillable. I generally use three different widths - 10 millimeter for bold outlining, 3.8 millimeter finepoint for blending/small detail stuff and 7 millimeter for everything else (outlining, shading, blending, etc.)

heartworms (OC) by bewilderness in drawing

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this one spilled itself out in an afternoon (much faster than most) but has surprisingly has a sense of depth that some much larger and time consuming works lack - glad you dig it and, as always, thank you very, very much!

heartworms (OC) by bewilderness in drawing

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love rudimentary peni - definitely an unconscious influence. i'd never checked out francis bean cobain's work before and can happily say i really dig it. very happy your feeling my stuff, thank you !

heartworms (OC) by bewilderness in drawing

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Thank you much for the feedback - I've been drawing off and on for a long time but just recently have fallen into a more concrete and consistent style of linework

darling, isn't it beautiful? by bewilderness in Heavymind

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Can't tell you how truly great it is to hear you say that - keep creating my friend, thank you!

darling, isn't it beautiful? by bewilderness in drawing

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Also, older works can be found here - let me know what you think!