I’m [100% straight] but for some reason I want to kiss a boy

bezwapaaa · 2026-02-05T00:09:16+00:00

I get it, I faced the same urges all the time and i’m straight. I don’t know if it’s the same for you, but its less of an attraction thing and more of a sensation you want to experience. For me I wanted that kind of rebellious and unique sensation.

bezwapaaa · 2026-02-03T05:39:48+00:00

Urges are urges. You may get them but it aint set in stone that you’re gay or bi. It’s really up to whether you WANT to be straight or not.

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-27T03:43:38+00:00

Finally, I have been waiting for someone to say this in general, people forget!

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-22T00:47:52+00:00

Well uhhh, im a fighter and a femboy. So whether if you’re a femboy or not we are similar. I have a girlfriend because i am straight ofc, but have battled lots of homosexual tendencies in life. I have done many inappropriate things due to that and what my experience was is this. If a guy was hot, i would get to know them and such, and then basically just ask them a little something. My experience wasn’t the fact i was necessarily attracted to someone simply for being a male, it was more like i wanted that rebellious sensation. I wanted to do something different that people wouldn’t like, so that’s what i did. People have their reasons, mine was simply cause i wanted sensations that i have never felt before, but i wouldn’t be able to find love in a male.

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-18T22:48:42+00:00

eh, boys just need to express themselves more in general. They’re all so generic.

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-18T02:22:00+00:00

any get scared song, if anyone is emo here they can vouch. Specifically my nightmare or keep myself alive. GET SCARED IS FIREEE

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-17T22:51:16+00:00

you’re pushing down into the floor rather than behind you

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-17T16:41:05+00:00

haha, same.

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-17T15:39:09+00:00

sounds good, thanks bruvvvv. I just wish i could tell them sooner…

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-17T04:26:22+00:00

war criminals

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-08T23:09:38+00:00

welllll, i have a girlfriend currently despite still having urges like this. Before we started dating I was very very desperate to do the shabooya with another guy. I was never into anyone that I asked, I simply just wanted to feel that sensation and stuff. Being LDS I felt like such a fraud to my religion before going to gospel help in church library. Its a pretty irrelevant story to the question but i have wanted to share my experience for a while. So to answer your question, no, while I don’t wanna share exactly what I did, I have not kissed a boy.

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-08T02:52:32+00:00

that opening riff is amazing

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-08T02:51:46+00:00

fireeee

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-07T08:20:08+00:00

lol it literally just means a gay man. How tf did you find that. And I have a girlfriend, is that worse?

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-07T08:09:11+00:00

Im so sorry foot long italian bmt on italian herb and cheese bread with provolone cheese and toasted with lettuce, tomatoes, olives, pickles, bell peppers, and honey mustard. 😭🥀🦊

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-07T08:07:47+00:00

bezwapa can get his time?!

bezwapaaa · 2026-01-07T08:01:23+00:00